30/11/2025
Here I am, one day before my birthday, and whatās interesting is where I find myself today:
not out and about,
not celebrating or partying,
not ādoingā anything to commemorate this moment, as I had been anticipating for the last month,
but sitting in a kind of peaceful stillness that feels strangely right.
My priorities have shifted.
Iām wanting true inner peace, not over-stimulation.
More grounding.
More wisdom.
More knowing.
More meaningful, nourishing connection.
(And Iām noticing how few people around me truly feed my soulā¦how grateful I am for those few.)
Iām easily agitated by useless background noise,
yet drawn to different music that fills my heart, calms my spirit, and moves my soul.
And body.
I dance.
Iām finding home and solace in my classes,
in the presence,
in the breath,
in the palpable loving energy exchanged with my students,
in the undeniable divine inspiration that flows through me when I teachā¦
Intuition guiding my every breath and word.
Those moments are food for my spirit.
Iām grateful to be here with and for my parents at this stage of their lives.
Iām grateful for the sacred synchronicities that constantly remind me that Iām not walking this alone.
Iām still in transition.
Still in that liminal space where something inside me is shifting at a cellular level,
even if the external world hasnāt caught up yet.
It feels surreal, almost otherworldly at times,
like knowing a new chapter is already written, but the pages havenāt turned.
And even though Iām in limbo-
not here, not there, not fully arrived -
I can feel something forming.
Quietly.
Deeply.
Preparing me for the next turning of the wheel.
Tomorrow, a new year begins for me.
And tonight, this stillness feels like exactly the right place to be.