24/08/2026
You can’t escape YOU… even in the Maldives 🤣
It’s been a hot minute since I’ve shared what’s going on in my “personal” life. Over the past 3 years I’ve blurred the lines between work, life and pleasure. My retreats became my life. The dolphins, the Red Sea became my home. The guests became what I would see something close to my “children” who I’d nurture and support for a week and then watch them fly and do incredible things once they got home. Many of my customers became friends. Especially the ones who came back the second, third, fourth….even fifth time. My dharma became my sole purpose, and truly I consider myself extremely blessed to have found something so early in my life that both fill my heart and allows me to sustain myself in the 3D world.
I am so grateful for my community and for all the support over the years 🩵
Anyhow, back to my life update! Earlier this year I had plans to move back to Cyprus, I even put down a deposit for a house. I was pretty set on going back to my sunny island life as the need to ROOT became stronger. But the universe guided me in another direction. I didn’t get the house and I ended up selling my apartment in Poland, making me effectively homeless and my sweet dog Coco moving in with my mum. At the same time a man entered my life (entirely from no where yet everything divinely orchestrated to make it happen). His arrival put a big question mark. What do I do now??? Do I continue with my original plan to ROOT or do I pack my life in one suitcase and travel the world with him? Yep.. I chose the latter because the unknown will always help you grow. I let love lead me, even when I don’t have all the answers. So here I am. Parking my desire to ROOT for the dream of a teenage girl who always dreamed of seeing the world, but now with a special someone❤️
I’m struggling to put words into how I’m feeling.
On the one hand SO FU***NG GRATEFUL to be the first in my family to travel to 6 continents before 30, the first in my family to have this much freedom and options… yet there’s another part of me that is afraid. The fear becomes immobilizing at times. And the more I fight it, the bigger it gets. Ive been sitting with this for a week now in the Maldives trying to get to the source of it. Forgetting that feelings are meant to be felt, throughly and through, not understood and suppressed… even in paradise. So here’s my reminder for you: you cannot escape YOU. You, your emotional baggage and fears will follow you… even to the peaceful, tranquil Maldives 🤣 I think I’m finally experiencing what my retreat guests are feeling when they arrive to EXHALE with me and life pauses for a week.
Am I alone in this? Do you resonate? How does it feel for you when you finally slow down and there’s nothing to do but BE? Sending you so many ocean hugs as you navigate whatever chapter you’re in right now.
