16/08/2026
Part of it has been feeling groundless. Part of it has been feeling like I’m shedding snake skin. Lots of questions about belonging — finding the balance between belonging to myself and being part of something larger than me.
When I get lost, my ego gets loud. The identification with I and me gets worse, and I sink deeper into the hole. But the hole is the pain teacher. Down there I get reminded of what matters to me, what I actually care about, where I’m heading.
Sometimes you don’t climb out of the hole. You come out the other side.
And grief is always the first move. I’m still learning to let it be the first one rather than the last thing I get to.
Anyway — here are some reflections that have come my way lately.