06/05/2026
Just wanting to explain a little snippet of the fears we go through as parents of a complex needs child.
When you’re told they have a life limiting condition, and it could happen at any moment, the fear lives inside your head every single day.
Even on the more settled days, even on the days we celebrate a milestone.
Then there are the times when things go wrong.
And that’s when it completely consumes you.
Something as simple as a sickness bug last week for Eliana - our way of dealing with it was lots of cuddles, fluids and rest.
When it was Jacks turn it was a mad rush to the hospital.
Not keeping his meds and fluids down can be fatal for a child like Jack.
And we always wonder…
Is this it?
Is he going to come home again?
We are so thankful that he has been discharged and we are now back home, but the bag is already packed for next time. Myself and Nick now have to navigate four children, Nick’s job, caring for Jack and running the house while dealing with the trauma of the last few days.
I also wanted to thank everyone who has commented on my post, and reached out for support - we truly appreciate all of you and if I haven’t had chance to reply yet I will - I’m just getting my head around medication changes and a very agitated baby. We went for a little walk this morning as we’ve both been in tears, Jack had a great sleep and I feel a little calmer now. 💙