15/06/2026
I've been trying to be brave, but honestly it's all been pretending. I've been chasing the 'glory days.' The days before the pandemic when my classes were filled with lovely people who wanted to practice yoga and who knew that it helped them in so many ways.
It feels like it's been one disappointment after another since then. The YMCA giving away my time slot, the heating in various Church Halls and let's not forget how totally unsuitable the space in Viewpark was for a yoga class!
I've tried lots of things to encourage new clients, to build my classes, because I want to help. But I also know that not everyone shows up when they book in. Sometimes I teach to half empty classes, which makes me feel sad. I get that things happen, but when things happen to most of the people booked in on a regular basis I start to wonder - is it me.
When I've ran free classes the places have filled fast. But with a degree in Public Relations and Psychology I know that when people pay nothing for something, that's the exact value they place on it - nothing.
I'm also worth more than that. I've spent years, learning, training, studying and working hard to get better at this. I do love learning, but I also take pride in my work. I want to give you all the best experience possible.
So if you've read this far, then please don't see this as a 'Gillian checked into the hospital' post. It's not a pity party. It's raw. It's honest and it's from the heart. And that's where I teach from - my heart.
I may not be the perfect yoga teacher, but I don't want to be either. I've always tried to be normal, and that's why I'm writing this. I'm normal and the business I've worked very hard to build over 10 years means something to me. All of the lovely people coming to class each week mean a lot to me.
And special mention here to the lovely Saturday morning crew who have stuck with me over several venues, and even a year's break in class. That means the world that you trusted me to come back.
So this week I'll be on my mat if you'd like to come along to a class:
Thursday is still Yin Yoga day, this time it's at the gorgeous The Ripple Effect Wellbeing Centre on Holytown Main Street, 7.15pm-8.15pm
On Saturday morning I'll be in the Immersive Room at Motherwell Library from 10.15am-11.15am
If you fancy joining me this week, it would be lovely to see you. Whether you've been to class lately or not been in a while, there will be a warm welcome and a big smile waiting!
