12/08/2025
Hello my friends .. so I've been off here for a while . (I'll get to this in a moment) .. people please do no waite to do the things you wanna do .. if you have dreams start putting them into action and don't wait for the perfect time as that may never come .. as time waits for no one the clock keeps ticking away.. so do stuff while you can as tomorrow is not promised โฅ๏ธ .. so with that being said where have I been.? Well as some of you was aware I had Lowe back and hip pain what turned out to be herniated discs .. and what I thought was sciatica. in the leg .. then one day I fell having lost feelings in my legs ..this happened a few more times out in public.. what was a little embarrassing lol ..but also scary one time I lost feelings in my legs and I could not walk . Or even stand up .nerve.pain was ridiculous .. I went to hospital and had a mri scan but this time of my entire spine .....and what they found was not good ๐ ... the reason I was in so much having trouble walking was because my spinal cord was being crushed at the base of my neck and is cuting of surply to the nerves to my body .. and damage was done ... surgery is the only option but it's not easy and carries high risks because of where it is ...so diagnosis is not the best and I' would need to be fit to have a chance of recovering from surgery what involves parts of my spine being removed and rods holding my neck and head fused .. not something I'm looking forward to having ๐ฌ .. good news is I'm walking better using physio and exercise.. I'm not gonna let this ruin what I wanna do .. I didn't wanna tell anyone till I knew more ..now I'm waiting to speak to surgeons about what my options are .. yes I'm gonna tattoo but being able to stand and walk for weeks was taking alot out of me .. and to be honest It's fu***ng depressing..but I'll be back it's my goal I'm focusing on right now l..miss you guys and this set back is just that a set back ! See you all soon xx kieki โค๏ธ