15/06/2026
w a n d e r i n g
Repeat after me ….wandering
One my run today my mind was wandering
💭 Wandering shoulda couldas
💭 Wandering things to do
💭 Wandering sadness and trauma
💭 Wandering tiredness from lack of sleep and nightmares
💭 Wandering how am I not “fixed” yet
Is any of that particularly helpful?
No 🙈
Does any of that make me feel good?
No 🙈
Does any of that help me look forward?
No 🐶
Elements are helpful reminders of what I no longer want, what I need and deserves and that’s lush but that’s a fraction of it if im honest
I’m running, it’s beautiful sunshine, lots of dogs 🐶 around I don’t wana get lost in wander 💭
I have banging tunes on (in my opinion 🤣) and simply it’s rude to not be hearing 🤭
So
When the thought came that doesn’t bring joy
“Wandering”
Back to the music 🎶 or scent of perfume, a hug, a crystal whatever
They will come back like a boomerang 🪃
“Wandering”
Back to the music 🎶 or scent of perfume, a hug, a crystal whatever
And repeat 🔁 and repeat 🔁 and repeat 🔁 repeat as many times as you need, no one is counting
Notice
💛The feelings get softer
💛The feelings dial down just a notch
💛The feelings are more joyful
Ever so slowly, you are creating a new skill and it takes time, that’s ok
It’s like taking your pups 🐶on a walk sometimes they can roam free sometimes they need pulling back for their wellbeing and soon they learn
I promise you from the people who know me best they know I struggle to do this atm as so much is out of my control and feels unjust but…I’m
Trying that’s all I got 🩷 that’s all we all got
Let’s try together yeh? You and me…🥰starting today “wandering”
Let me know how you get on. 🙏
Remember you don’t need fixing, you are not broken you are healing and learning and it takes love kindness and time and that’s ok you are worth the wait 💛
Much love always
Julie x