29/05/2026
In the midst of a dark goddess shadow work course — yes, while also finishing my practitioners aromatherapy course… and no, I don’t regret overcommitting myself 😅
Something unexpected came up in today’s lesson.
Since little mummykins left earth side, I think I’ve quietly been grieving the loss of that pure, unconditional love (not that I was aware of it - isn’t shadow work fun!!). Not because I’m unloved — I’m deeply loved by friends and family — but everyone has their own lives, children, passions, responsibilities, and the general chaos of getting through the week.
And honestly, I wouldn’t want to be placed above those things.
But I realised I still needed to grieve what once felt so overflowing.
Perhaps it’s just a shift.
Knowing Mumma is still with me always (whether she’s tired of me asking for signs or not 😂), and also learning to fill myself up with that same unconditional love myself.
Being kinder to myself when I haven’t answered emails, cleaned out the car, or conquered the never-ending mountain of washing up.
Maybe it looks like affirmations.
Maybe meditation.
Maybe a rose incense blend or surrounding myself with hawthorn berries, rose quartz and a fancy mocktail to honour the love that never really leaves.
I haven’t even finished this course yet, but what I’ve experienced so far has been incredibly potent.
If you’re feeling called toward deep inner work — especially the kind that gently explores the darkness within — I truly recommend it.
(And yes… I’m absolutely crying and calling it spiritual development).
https://www.asgardacademy.co.uk/course/the-dark-mirror-shadow-work-with-the-dark-goddesses
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