07/09/2026
Dive Off Comp. Freediving has been one of the greatest things I have ever done, and is a big part of my why. Not only is it a pure form of breathwork, it requires dedication, honesty and communication to see progress.
Someone once said that you can lie to yourself and you can lie to your therapist or friends, but you cannot lie to your body. And I think that captures one aspect of freediving that keeps me coming back. When you dive the body communicates what is going on - how many times have we said "Yeah, I'm totally relaxed" when in actual fact we are in a state of perpetual tension or discomfort? When you are full of stress and tension, it is not possible to dive, the ears will not equalise, no matter how many times you repeat to yourself that you feel relaxed. Learning to soften is a skill that takes practise in and out of the water and, as far as I can tell, it never stops. Rhythms of thinking I can, I can't, I can, I can't, and of becoming familiar with new sensations, then learning to relax into them, then doing it again and noticing differences - its a pattern that seems to repeat.
I started freediving as a way to deal with anxieties I had around water. Since then, my entire outlook on what comfort in the water really means has entirely shifted and my views on the myth of talent have been blown out of the water.
Whilst the dive can appear lonely to some, the reality is that a big part of the joy of diving is sharing the experience with others. Great communities like Notanx mean that diving is not just possible, its inevitable. Without safety divers, without guides and without fun its a shallow experience. Freediving whilst solitary in the moment of the dive is far from it, and I am so grateful to share this journey with people from so many backgrounds, abilities and disabilities.
As a breathwork teacher, and someone who also spends much of my time guiding people through ice baths, there is a significant crossover.
At its best, for me, freediving offers an average of 60 seconds worth of complete and utter presence in this moment. Just you, your body and the water. No thinking about the outside world. No expectations. Just listening and being.