13/10/2026
B12
I know this post isn’t equine related, and I understand that horses are generally not recognised as suffering from B12 deficiency.
But …
Please take the time to read this. In the hope it may help one person.
I wanted to write this post for anyone struggling with certain symptoms, desperately seeking answers, but feeling like nobody is listening or helping. I was given medication, misdiagnosed & left feeling like I just have to learn to live with my everyday battle. Because that is exactly what it is. A battle! An excruciating painful debilitating battle. I thought I was going round the bend.
I know, because this has been my life for many years.
Back in 2020, after years of struggle I started delving deep into my symptoms. I went down a rabbit hole that led me down many different paths, until eventually I came across B12 deficiency.
I asked my doctor for a blood test. When my results came back, I was told they were “normal”. They fell within the NHS guidelines, but me being me, I did my own research. So I requested another more specific blood test & I took those results and researched the hell out of them. I joined numerous B12 groups and contacted specialists in the field to learn as much as I could.
Despite being told my blood results were normal, I discovered that there was more to understand than simply being told I was within the NHS reference range.
Iv been in an incredible amount of pain most of my life, suffering with severe muscle and joint pain, as well as neurological symptoms, Severe anxiety & depression.
I had already been diagnosed with “fibromyalgia” years earlier. And now a recent ADHD diagnosis.
Eventually, after writing to my doctor and referencing NICE
https://www.nice.org.uk/guidance/ng239/chapter/recommendations
I was started on a loading dose given by my doctor of B12 injections. The doctor didn’t even know that you have to take the cofactors to make my B12 more effective! The plan was then to have one injection a month. Which is what the doctors recommend 🤦🏻♀️
But that wasn’t enough. It never is when your symptoms reach the neuropathy stage!
AND tablets are not effective. You have to have injections.
My symptoms were affecting my nerves, and I still wasn’t getting the relief I needed. I eventually took matters into my own hands and began self injecting ( You cannot self inject without first being in the presence of a medically trained person) sourcing my B12 from Germany.
And this is another reason why you should not be going to a beauty salon to have a B12 injection without a blood test
1. If your body doesn’t need it, it will excrete it via urine ( that’s an expensive p*e)
2. You have to take cofactors aswell
3. And one injection every now & again will never work. If it makes you feel better then I guarantee you it’s a placebo effect.
There are far more important things to consider when you are genuinely B12 deficient.
We have to understand why that is. So that means more blood tests.
For some reason, I stopped my B12 in 2022. Perhaps it was because I had started to feel better. I can’t remember exactly what led me to stop
Without really realising it, my symptoms had gradually returned. I put it down to my “fibromyalgia” or menopause because there is so much overlap between the symptoms people experience.
I started using a HRT patch, hoping it would help. But it made absolutely no difference to my symptoms.
Then, quite by chance, I stumbled across a podcast.
And suddenly, that bloody light bulb went on again!
How had I forgotten about B12?
While I’ve been busy helping others, I seem to have put my own health on the back burner. I’m also a qualified human holistic therapist, and I’m so used to supporting other people ( aswell as their horses) that I’ve just kept pushing through myself.
But to be open & transparent in the hope this post helps others is that I’ve been struggling badly.
I’ve spent much of my life dealing with symptoms that overlap with other conditions. Instead of improving, I’ve been getting worse.
Some days, I literally cannot get out of bed because my whole body feels like it’s crashed. Some days the fatigue is so severe that I have to stop whatever I’m doing and rest.
I’m exhausted & sleep doesn’t revive me. The pain throughout my body can be unbearable. The brain fog. The anxiety & being able to function in society can be a struggle.
And then it got me thinking some more ( it’s what I do, I think far to much 🤦🏻♀️ ) when we look at people’s Facebook profiles or business pages, we don’t necessarily see the person behind the posts. We might think they have it all together, that life is wonderful and they’re living the dream.
We have no idea what someone might be dealing with behind the scenes. I speak to horse owners who declare exactly this.
Some of the symptoms associated with B12 deficiency include:
Brain fog Irritability Muscle weakness Chronic pain Neurological symptoms Confusion Tingling in the hands and feet Muscle cramps Changes in temperature sensation Tinnitus Severe fatigue Anaemia Anxiety and depression Joint and muscle pain Vision loss Dizziness Heart palpitations
These symptoms can overlap with many other conditions, which is one of the reasons it can be so difficult to get answers.
So, if any of this resonates with you, please don’t let anyone dismiss what your experiencing.
It’s the same with your horses. Nearly every client i go to they tell me no one is listening to them. When they, as the owner knows something is not quite right with their horse.
And they are always right!
I hear you !
I am always on your side.
So, If your doctor keeps telling you that your blood results are fine, but you’re still struggling and something doesn’t feel right, find another way to get the help you deserve. Get a copy of your own blood results.
As I tell my clients, and many of you who follow me here, educate yourself. Research.
I’m not claiming to be an expert in B12. Or going against your Dr.
I’m sharing my own experience and what I’ve learned through my own research.
I’m also not suggesting that B12 deficiency explains everyone’s symptoms. But I do believe it’s important to understand the possibilities, particularly when you’re struggling and searching for answers.
B12 deficiency also affects children!
If you’ve been struggling for years without getting the answers you need, it may be worth you also going down the B12 rabbit hole.
Sometimes, the things we learn along the way can change the direction of our journey.
I’m sharing this because I know what it’s like to struggle, to keep going when you feel dreadful, and to wonder why nothing seems to be helping.
I am not diagnosing anyone.
And sometimes, even when we’re so busy trying to help everyone else, we need to remember to look after ourselves aswell.
Great fb group to join ⬇️
https://www.facebook.com/share/g/19bVaZC2G7/?mibextid=wwXIfr
Great podcast to listen to on Spotify ⬇️
https://open.spotify.com/episode/6sFXRm2JzLiRUZDx02WXA5?si=a1j83oX3TB2qkHKPCvxgcA&utm_source=copy-link