27/07/2026
Since turning 30 the signs have been flowing in, in absolute abundance. These are some of the ones that have stood out:
1. A recent card pull after deciding after 18months of grieving, being a messy human, self sabotaging, enough is enough. I am now ready to face my emotions head on, and I’m now ready to re-enter my sobriety journey.
2. My spirit baby visits me in rainbows. A few days into making some changes and putting me first this light appeared on my tiled floor. I jumped around the kitchen trying to figure out where it was coming from and could not find the source. When I said allowed “Tallulah, is that you?” The light began to fade. A sign that she’s with me always and I am on the right path, and as hard as it was to give her up, the thread of unconditional love will weave between us always.
3. I pulled two cards at the beginning of a recent cacao, conscious breath and sound ceremony. The hermit and the four of wands. The hermit- introspection, self discovery, isolation. Four of wands- celebration stability harmony. Within the ceremony I had full body tingles and throughout i could feel a spirit hold my right hand, towards the end I felt an object be placed into my hand and the song “the key, the secret”- urban cookie collective came on at full volume in my head! Totally bonkers I know, but it made me laugh and felt like a moment of celebration and harmony to me finding true happiness within myself again (because I AM THE KEY). Well, when I woke up from the ceremony by magic the hermit had turned itself over and the four of ones was left by itself- another confirmation that I am ready for this new chapter.
4. Whilst walking to the pub for dinner this axe was directly in my path, I nearly stood on it. I have Celtic roots, I feel my ancestors were sending me a talisman of protection and to remain strong in my sobriety 🥹- which after receiving this was the easiest thing in the world.
5. I found this sticker on one of my clients while I was treating them. 99-the angel number for completion of a life chapter and readiness to step into your higher purpose.
I am finally emerging from my dark and back into my light. Thank you for the lessons 🫶🏻✨🙏🏻
Life has been tough the past 18months- I have not been kind to myself. I have punished, shamed and guilted myself. It’s the relationship I have with myself that needed to change. It was a necessary part of my journey. I had to unbecome, to become.
I feel this is also why my planning permission for the retreat centre hasn’t come through yet, the universe knew I wasn’t ready.
I’m now ready to remind myself that I am worthy of this life, because I deserve happiness and I am worthy of great things.
The hardships are there to bring clarity and strength so you can step into your next best chapter. Watch out world, here comes Lily 3.0! 😘✨
