01/06/2026
In Mary’s arms - Ephesus. I am here to pivot. To find a new rotation around the axis of my life and being which is the Magdalene, the rose, the Great Mother and her mysteries. Things will be differently and I’m birthing the first steps here. I’m here to listen, to pray, to place myself on the altar of Mary and the Goddess and allow her to reveal myself to me anew.
I’m here because the way I have been tending to myself is not sufficient to support high priestess work. In ancient times priestesses lived in temples, were nourished by the land and tended to by a collective of people so they could be solely focussed on their divine service. Nowadays a priestess is a CEO, marketing agency, HR service, secretary, accountant, alongside being an oracle, teacher and vessel for the goddess.
I am here to be held by Mary in my rebirth, in the tail end of a burnout, at the beginning of a whole life overhaul. Not to forsake what I have built, but to completely revolutionise how I do things and what I choose to prioritise. The mystery school I have birthed remains, the teachings stay, but some leaves will be shed, and new petals will be added: light body activation, sacred union, the oracular arts, womb immersions and temples.
The purpose of what I have experienced during these past six years of personal dissolution and trauma, culminating in the diagnosis of an auto-immune disorder and an ADHD diagnosis (no kidding), is very clear to me. Thanks to the light body awakening that I’ve been experiencing and the deep cellular mutations, the catacombs of my soul, family line and divine lineage are being emptied out and what I was in denial of was pushed to the surface. What had been simmering as underlying imbalance became acute, visible, impossible to ignore. I knew that this year was about cleaning up. When I left the UK behind, I left behind threads of unresolved story, old trauma that called to be untangled and resolved.
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