Lost Cosmos

02/04/2026

this photo came up on my memories today… from 8 years ago
when I was deep in my yogi practice and felt so connected to God

feels like a full circle moment

no full moon transmission from me this month…

and that feels strange to say, because for a long time, this space has moved in rhythm with the moon
with the cycles
with the need to show up, share, translate what I feel into something for you to hold

but something sacred has been calling me inward

not in a way that feels chaotic or uncertain
but in a way that feels… steady and peaceful.

I feel like I’m being invited into a deeper connection with God
and rather than trying to define it, explain it, or turn it into something to share…

I’m choosing to honour it

to be with it
to let it unfold in my real life, not just online

to be with my children
my family
the women and mothers I’m holding in person
the quiet, sacred work that doesn’t need to be seen to be real

this space has been such a beautiful expression of my path
and nothing about that is being rejected or undone

but right now, I’m being asked to tend to what is in front of me
to listen more deeply
to root into something that feels more private, more devotional

so I’m taking a step back

not as an ending
but as a soft return to what matters most

maybe I’ve been reaching for this in different ways for longer than I realised…

not lost… just walking deeper into what’s true 🕊️

S x

20/03/2026

Aries season begins.

Fire born from surrender.
Initiation rooted in the heart.

Choose one thing.
Move toward it.

🔥

18/03/2026

This New Moon feels different to me.

Quieter.
More devotional.

Lately, I’ve felt a pull toward God…
not in certainty,
but in surrender.

Pisces is the final sign of the zodiac.
It dissolves the “I.”
It softens the grip of control.

This isn’t a Moon of forcing outcomes.
It’s a Moon of kneeling.

Of remembering that we are not the architects of everything.

Mercury retrograde on the North Node feels like karmic remembering 🌀
old grief, old stories, old patterns surfacing
so they can be released.

You may not see the whole path ahead.

But you can feel the next step.

And maybe that is faith.

Where are you being asked to let go…
and trust something greater than your ego?

🌑

16/03/2026

If you woke up this morning already feeling restless… like something needs to move…this is why.

this isn’t chaos.

it’s activation.

Aries energy stimulates the nervous system.
it pushes momentum.
but ungrounded fire turns into irritation instead of clarity.

before you burn it all down… regulate.

move your body.
say less.
choose one focused action.

this is how power feels when it’s integrated.

save this for when the fire rises. 🔥

15/03/2026

Today I honour
the womb I came from.

The body that carried me.
The woman who breathed life into mine.

I honour the grandmothers before her,
the known and the unnamed,
the gentle and the fierce,
the ones who survived so I could stand here.

I honour the mothers who mothered imperfectly,
the ones who tried,
the ones who broke cycles,
and the ones who could not.

I honour the bloodline.
The stories.
The inherited strength.

Today I bless the earth,
the Great Mother who holds us all.

Her tides.
Her seasons.
Her patient turning.

I bless the womb within me.
Creative or barren.
Bleeding or resting.
Tender or roaring.

I bless the women beside me,
the sisters, the friends,
the wild and feral feminine
who refuse to be silenced.

May we remember
that motherhood is not just an identity.

It is a lineage.
A threshold.
A living current of power.

Today we honour.
Today we soften.
Today we rise.

🌹

13/03/2026

You were told Friday the 13th was unlucky.
You were never told why.

Friday the 13th is a code.

It carries the imprint of the feminine.

13 lunar cycles in a year.
13 women in a sacred circle.
Venus tracing her cosmic rose across the sky.

For millennia these rhythms were woven into women’s bodies, intuition, and the mysteries of life itself.

But when that power became feared, the symbols were rewritten.

13 was branded unlucky.
Blood became shame.
The moon became madness.

Yet truth does not disappear.

It lives in the tides.
In the turning of the earth.
In the deep inner knowing within the body.

And slowly, across the world, women are remembering again.
We are awakening. We are remembering.

Friday the 13th was never a curse.

It was always a gateway. 🐍

Did you know this?
Comment “13” if you’re remembering. 🌹
Save this for the next Friday the 13th.

08/03/2026

the veil is lifting.

and women can feel it.

in the body.

in the womb.

in the ache beneath the ribs.

in the rage that rises when something sacred has been dishonoured for too long.

this is for the women who have carried generations in their nervous systems.

for the mothers whose bodies became home, altar, battlefield and prayer.

for the daughters learning how to belong to themselves in a world that has asked them to forget.

for the women without children who mother through art, truth, devotion, community, care and fierce presence.

for the matriarchs, the memory keepers, the protectors of what is holy.

to honour women is not to reduce us to softness.

it is to remember that feminine power is ancient.

it bleeds.
it births.
it grieves.
it sees.
it knows.
it protects.

and in a time where so much is being revealed, i keep returning to this:

when women are resourced, the world changes.
when mothers are honoured, children are safer.
when the earth is listened to, life can begin to heal.
when truth is no longer buried, something old begins to crumble.

so today i do not just celebrate women.

i honour the wild intelligence of the feminine.

the womb wisdom.
the earth wisdom.
the mother wisdom.

the kind that refuses to look away.

may we raise children in a world that remembers what is sacred.
may we become the kind of women our daughters can trust.
may we honour the ones who came before us by telling the truth now.

honour the women.
protect the children.
listen to the mothers.
remember the earth.
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02/03/2026

🕯️

🌿 CALLING ALL WITCHES – PEACE RITUAL 🌿

There are moments in the world
where standing by quietly…
doesn’t feel right.
This is one of them.
So this Wednesday, we're calling all witches.. wherever you are in the world..
to stand together.

This collective moment is being held by myself, The Witch of the Willows, and my beautiful friend Klove Evergreen 🌿

Not to fix everything.
Not to pretend we have control.
But to choose what we add to this world at a time when it matters.
🕯️ At 8pm UK time,
light a candle.
Wherever you are.
However you work.
8pm UK time is: 3pm EST
12pm PST
9pm Europe
10pm South Africa
7am (Thursday) Australia

Some of you will cast.
You’ll build ritual, call in protection,hold space with depth and intention.
Others will simply light a candle…
pause…
and send something steadier out into the world.
Both matter.

Because this isn’t about how it looks... it’s about what is being put forward.
Peace.
Protection.
Stability where there is chaos.
So wherever you are…
however you work…
stand in your practice.
stand in your intention.
stand together.

If you’re joining, drop a 🕯️ below.
Let’s feel how many of us are standing in this.
And if this speaks to you… please share it.

02/03/2026

Full Blood Moon in Virgo.
South Node Eclipse. 3:33am.

I’ve been feeling this one in my body the last few days.

Old grief. Old versions of me. Old survival skins.

Virgo doesn’t dramatise the shadow.
She composts it.

This isn’t about collapsing into fear.
It’s about tending what rises, steadily, gently.

The feminine underworld isn’t chaos.
It’s integration.

So today… ground. Eat. Rest. Touch the soil if you can.
Let what needs to surface, surface.

Release with devotion, don’t try and force the shedding. Let what moves through you feel like an offering.

What you shed now becomes medicine.

And if you bleed, honour your cycle in whatever way feels true. 🌕🩸

26/02/2026

Mercury retrograde in Pisces starts today until march 21st.

This is the start of the great reset. The biggest integration portal of them all. An invitation into surrender and recalibration.

Pisces season softens everything. It pulls us inward. It dissolves what was never stable to begin with. When Mercury slows here, the mind stops trying to push ahead, and the body finally gets space to integrate.

This is not the season to force clarity.
Or rush decisions.
Or initiate something that needs more time.

Let it settle first.

You may notice that something you’ve been emotionally holding onto suddenly feels finished. Not in a dramatic way. Just… done.

Confusion simplifies.
Emotional weight lightens.
Old identities loosen their grip.

Spring will bring fire. Aries will bring action. But for now, this is integration.
Let the water do its work.

If you feel like you’re shedding something, and you want support moving through it consciously, I’m opening 3 private 1:1 spaces during this retrograde.

We’ll clear what’s complete.
Strengthen your intuition.
Anchor your next chapter before Equinox

Message me “RESET” if it feels aligned.

Sam x