09/09/2026
I wasn’t sure if I should go on this trip after my families loss.
It seems unfair at times to be enjoying sea, sunshine and…..distraction.
I’ve asked myself what mourning should really look like?
After 2 weeks being back in London, I was drained. I was asking myself so many questions about life, living, consciousness, spirit.
I decided to go ahead. A last minute decision to continue as planned.
To celebrate life. To find beauty in the pain.
Yes, I’ve cried most days.
And been unable to remove Sue’s last image from my mind.
But I know she would have wanted life to keep moving.
For us to do the things we want to do….
Before it’s too late.
And so I choose to keep moving, growing, exploring, accepting….enjoy all that life offers us.