14/06/2026
Starting a new thing in your mid 40s is hard.
Even when you start doing something you enjoy and are passionate about, you can still be in need of a break from it and to step away from your routine and life for a while in order to zoom out and see the bigger picture.
Stuck in habitual habits and loops that aren’t necessarily bad but by breaking and going away from home I start to see things with fresh eyes again.
I was in need of some habit breaking in order to come back to myself and what I’m actually doing with my life, my work etc.
I know a lot of people change direction after a long career in one thing and I think in our 40s it can be especially tricky when peri menopause symptoms- insomnia, brain fog, heightened anxiety, loss of confidence start ruling daily life.
I’ve found it a huge grief letting go of a big career i spent a lot of time and energy on, whist also having a deep knowing that I’m really ready for something different.
Since my burnout I have spent so much time really tuning into what I want my life to look like and it’s taken a lot to go against the grain of what is expected - whilst also having a deep knowing that you are on some sort of right path for you, even if most days it feels like a challenge. By taking time out and dropping back into yourself, you remember you just have to keep following your gut feelings not going back to what was. Just because it feels safe.
Looking forward to keep moving forwards and in new directions, taking on the challenges and trying new things, even if at times it feels harder than ever.
*Photo of me doing my best Baywatch impression 🫣 and using my open water swimming float so I feel more confident to swim out much further than I would do normally.