07/10/2026
... but i'm actually excited.
I think we all have an expectation for where we will be when we "grow up", the house, the kids, the career, the money, maybe the car, the holiday, where we will live etc.
But no one ever asks us are we happy with that life?
A few years ago i gave up a life that on paper i "should" be happy with, a career, a lifestyle, but i think deep down i was just surviving (hence the burnout.)
I prioritised my health, followed breathwork and now somatics and uncovered part of me i didn't know existed.
There have been highs, lows and tears along the way, it has been tougher than i ever imagined, but i have just been following. Following my breath, following my body, following my heart, and following unexpected connections, opportunities and places i never thought i'd be.
After years of hiding behind the camera, i suddenly was in front of it, guest speaking, holding workshops something i never thought i'd do.
Why i am writing this? To be honest, i'm not fully sure, something inside of me needed to share this with others, as my work has always been to help others through sharing my journey.
If you are feeling, stuck, left behind, not following the "typical," way of doing life, but it makes you happy, (not perfect, not easy, but happy) please keep going. The best things in life come from unexpected ways i truly believe this.
Am i where i thought i'd be right now? No. But i am also excited for where i might be heading, and trying to remember to enjoy the journey along the way.
*Link in bio to my full blog post if you are interested.