19/02/2024
If you are familiar with western astrology, you may be aware that the North Node conjunct Aries today. Although I'm not an astrologer I have followed astrology for 28 years and have taken some courses, so I know my way around a natal chart and I always have astrological events in my diary! However, this time I had forgot that until last Friday when I channelled a message during a session with a client. I was guided by my intuition to check where Chiron was in her natal chart during the conjunction, with her consent I checked it and it linked directly to her past live wound she had healed through soul retrieval.
So, over the next few days you might find yourself facing some deep wounds that are looking for acceptance and integration. They will be different depending on our ancestry, souls path and natal chart. However, there is a clear message coming up this week around rejection and abandonment, a theme that runs in all of us to some level.
As humans we fear rejection and abandonment. We are literally wired for belonging and connection and lots of recent studies shows the impact of loneliness and lack of connection has on physical and mental health. This is one of the reasons we create the 'people pleaser' or ‘good girl’ to keep hold of that key relationship, friends group or job.
For me the people pleaser mask was such a challenge to keep off. Its literally taken years of reprogramming and healing my Chiron wound which is about being visible and using my voice. It got to the point I had to take time out to heal my throat Chakra (and my heart) as it had manifested itself into an autoimmune disease and recurring infections. Yes, the body really does keep the score.
Had I not decided to reject myself and my multi-faceted nature for the fear of abandonment, I might have avoided the physical manifestation of an illness. The invitation open to us all during this time is to connect with Chiron and lean into the wound. As painful as it might sound it will lead you to deep self-acceptance and that is where your power is. Be you and the world will simply adjust.