07/10/2023
How was Intuitive Activations activated?
I was a shell of a person when I was still residing in my birth place, England. I misinterpreted my gifts as weaknesses, because they disconnected me from the only place I knew to be home.
Unsure of my capabilities, I stripped myself naked (metaphorically) and took a leap of faith, away from all that was familiar. This very moment I chose to leave the UK. The insecure, lost and hopeless version of myself was clinging on for dear life.
Comfortable in my pain, i started my journey in Nepal. My intention behind travelling was so cliche; to find myself. I ended up in a vipassana center where I deep dived into the shadows of my subconscious mind. It began here, the real inner work.
I had prepared myself for this moment by starting to meditate at the age of 18, however what I didn't know was the profound transformation that would occur inside of my own mind. This was meditation on steroids and insisted I sit with myself in silence for 10 days.
From this moment on, I committed to myself in a whole new way. I realized it’s up to me, it is my responsibility to repair the damage of the trauma induced upbringing i had experienced. I only had myself to turn to now.
The realisation of being a victim of sexual abuse was a huge awakening and this was within the first 2 weeks of travelling. I cultivated a sense of compassion for myself which I only caught glimpses of before through friends or people I would cross paths with.
Until this day, I have stayed committed to myself. A new version of myself has been born. Going deeper into my body through grounding practices such as Kundalini, I uncovered another huge trauma of being drowned as a child.
This illuminated the pressure I felt in my connection to water, which always seemed strange as I was born under the influence of Pisces, the water element. Water should be my home, my comfort zone.
Releasing more stuck energy stored within my energy body indicated that I had finally found what I was looking for all those years ago. The intention came to fruition… Going through the dark night of the soul, led me to find my light, that was existing inside the whole time.
And, that’s where my baby was born… Intuitive Activations. The realization of being able to rediscover my own light through deep self reflection, encouraged me to share this wonder of self with the world.
Now i find myself nestled back in the place it all began, reflecting on how many insane creations were birthed from the death of my old self. The self that fully committed to self abandonment.
I invite you to take the leap of faith,with me as your guide. I will gently hold your hand as I assist you to root deeply into the essence of yourself.
Re-find your light and travel the ethereal planes of spiritual healing. Re-connect with the innate wisdom whilst feeling held by the universal frequencies.
Come back home to self commitment and self devotion.
If you have gotten this far, thank you so much for reading. It means the world to me
