Love and WHITE LIGHT

01/01/2026

I didn’t wish anyone a Happy New Year because — call me old-fashioned — but 2025 did not end yesterday…

In a nutshell, our calendar has been fannied with. We are meant to work to the natural cycle of 13 months, each one comprising 28 days — with one day (the day of resureggtion aka, Easter) as a neutral day.

Why does it matter? Well, there are 13 constellations affecting us, not 12. And there are 13 moon cycles, each spanning 28 days (the moon-struation cycle). You see, Nature is ordered, balanced, consistent, and mathematical.

A whole month was randomly cut from our calendars so as to sever the connection between us and the sun, moon and stars — the transit of which formed our ancient clock.

SEPTEMBER has never been the ninth month, because “Sept” means seven. October means eight. November means nine, December is ten. January is eleventh month. February the twelfth and March is the thirteenth month.

We are meant to start counting again from April — which is the first month.

So April 1st should be is our first day of the year, (no fooling!) And April 1st should be Easter.

Our true clock is missing time. There is a “First Spring” which is a bit of a test run from February 1st, at Imbolc but our year properly begins at the “second spring” or Ostara (Oestre/Easter) when the flowers start to bloom, the grass begins to grow, trees start to leaf and blossom buds are opening — and when babies are born.

April is month one and the first day of our year is our neutral day.

Day one starts from midnight April 1st. It’s as if our cycle begins with the cracking of an egg (resureggtion!)

In the true calendar, there are 4 weeks in a month. The first day of every month is always a Sunday.

So the false Gregorian calendar keeps us from attuning to our true, natural cycles. Before Christ was born, the year was held to have 369 days, equating to 13 months of 28 days (or 28.38 days to be precise), in accordance with ovulation and moon cycles.

If you were to rectify time against the actual 369 day years versus the Gregorian 365/366 days, we would now theoretically be in 2040; September 11th 2001 would have actually been March 25th 2018 (in the Season of Sacrifice, a daylight savings day and, more importantly, Palm Sunday!)

If we were to return to the natural rhythms of life, we would align with three important frequencies — 528 Hz (the DNA-healing vibration), 633 Hz or and 432 Hz …

Conversely, 5G runs at 60 Hz which is so leaden and low vibe. (This is no coincidence. Our souls are energy. And “they” want to dim it…)

Swing by again on March 31st, I will wish you a Happy New Year then!

31/12/2025

Barely Xmas out of the way and there are Easter eggs in the shops already… This usually annoys me but I forgive the manufacturers this time because this Easter will be uniquely special… and I don’t just mean love of chocolate kinda special… This is much more important.

Embodying the awakened Divine Masculine is a process of birthing a new kind of love. A higher love that is arising from the wounded part of us. It's those wounds that were held in our Inner Masculine and which fed our anger, fear, guilt or passive acceptance of wrongs in the world. It was also fed by the need to take care of others (or any other behaviours forced on us by family or society so that we knew our place, and stuck to it).

In adulthood, we may have been so messed up by this conditioning that there was no help for it but to finally face down our core issues so that our Inner Masculine was not tied to the same way of being as previously — such as (narcissistically) controlling others, or oroverweaning control of self (constantly seeking perfection), self-sabotage (you don't get what you want in life, you get what God gives you), self-doubt, etc…

Once these defensive patterns are dissolved, the soul wounds that could not be healed are resolved and wholeness emerges. We may even feel true joy for the first time, almost like bliss, happiness and contentment like we have never known.

But our experience of Love and Spirit changes too, as if they are also more real than ever before.

As a result, the natural impulse is a desire to share this, and to help the world outside of ourselves.

And thus Divine Masculine 2.0 emerges, and we start to make change on Earth in a proactive way, as if we are in service to something “bigger” (which of course we are).

Every spiritual master has gone through this reemergence. Lord Yahshua spent 40 days and nights alone in the desert, or holed up in caves, so that he might go deep into his emotions, release and cleanse them. By going so deeply within, such masters discovered things whilst in the inner realms, such as other worldly higher frequencies or the seven heavens — but only after releasing the heaviness within that the Masculine previously held in, and was the only level from which he could express himself.

It is unbelievably beautiful to be in this elevated state (I'm not in it permanently yet, but it is coming!) After experiencing it, even if you're not fully established in it, one of the questions you return with is “How can I help be the change?"

So when will the Divine Masculine fully wake up? The second spring, Oestre 2026. He’ll be back, brighter and bigger and better than before… wearing white for Eastertide.

One helluva resurreggtion…

(But just one thing, oi, , stop with the palm oil substitution. Cadburys used to honestly quote it used a glass and a half of milk in every bar before Kraft got hold of it… Whether your palm oil is ethically sourced or not, using this ingredient has encouraged the r**e of the rainforests for profit! Use proper milk, from proper British dairy farmers, cos your chocolate is minging and not worth eating! Nuff said...)

29/11/2025

LET SLEEPING GODS LIE…

As we know, when the sleeping serpent (the shakti of Magdalene) awakens and the kundalini rises up the spine, the DF enters into sacred marriage, ancient hieros gamos, or the union of the royal bridegroom and the bride, God and the Soul.

Recently, I connected with the Spirit of the Ash tree (which is the Tree of Life in the Celtic/Norse tradition), and the Phoenix rose up within me and flew up out of my heart & chest.

In Kabbalistic teachings, the Tree of Life is in the Garden of Eden. Right now, the “Son” (or “Sun”) is still sleeping before he re-emerges next March/Easter. So at that time, the transcendent Mother-Father God (Jah/Jalah) and the immanent Son and Daughter (the Lord Yahshua and his Lady Miriam, or Jahday & Jahnah) will all finally come back into full realignment in the Tetragrammaton (Y-H-V-H).

With my Priestess teacher, Spirit took me up into space and we stood at the centre of the solar system. All the planets were aligned—and rotating about li’l old ME… Who knew?

Within Kabbalah teachings, Father, Mother & Daughter are already awake and aligned. But the DM or Son/Sun (the Vav syllable) is sleeping or in stasis… so the DF is having to work doubly hard to bring both DF and DM qualities to bear. And if you’re feeling tired right now, that’s why…

I was “in the black” (a long black Priestess robe with a long train flowing from my shoulders, that made mushrooms and flowers spring up where it trailed on the ground). I felt more powerful than I have ever done, so I realised the power I was feeling wasn’t down to me! On the bodice of my black robe was an incredible goldwork symbol, stitched in pure, solid gold thread. It looked like the sonnenrad or sunwheel of Celtic/Runic/Norse culture and tradition…

>> Don’t jump on me. It is not the N**i black sun, but I apologise if it triggers or offends. Himmler was tapping into this Proto-Germanic lore … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suns_in_alchemy

I’ve drawn what I saw, but haven’t done it justice as I only saw it for a nanosecond. (So sorry, I can’t say exactly how many flames there were, or if they conjoined the inner Sun/Son or not… but you get the gist.)

The fact the flames are not within an outer circle (as per Himmler’s reversed version) shows we are no longer contained in the darkness of Kali Yuga but are free to emerge into the golden age of Satt’Yuga—and so this golden bird didn’t need to be asked twice. She flew from the flames!

But I guess she thought she was flying into the arms of her Beloved—but that tosspot was still snoring his unconcerned head off in the Tree of Life, so that's why she felt such grief and sorrow. And that’s therefore why I felt such sorrow too—the kundalini dislodged old wounding in me as it rose; but I felt the collective sorrow of all who are patiently waiting for the full Y-H-V-H realignment once chummy wakes up.

If my embroidered goldwork sun had an outer edge, it might be showing the cave the Christos resurrected from, or the womb we all emerged from — or indeed the egg. The fact I was “in the black” represents our alchemical emergence from the NIGREDO (Black Sun)… that might be just me (in which case, about time!), but could mean us, the collective consciousness or even the planet… I dunno… You decide! What chimes with how you’re feeling?

But then, in that way I will never fathom, as soon as I finally joined the dots between the Phoenix, Magdalene/kundalini/chrism arising, old woundings being released for healing, the full-on fire and intense pressure of “severity” of bearing down on us whilst moving through the Gevurah sefirot—and realised that this phase we’re going through is the death ceremony of all death ceremonies(!)—this turned up on my timeline from a wonderful contributor who goes under the moniker “Sun Of Justice”…

“My heart mourns for you,
my eyes seek you,
I search for you to see you!
Come to your beloved, come to your beloved!
Wennefer [ cf. another name for Osiris ] justified, come to your sister!
Come to your wife, come to your wife,
Weary-hearted, come to your house-mistress!
I am your sister by your mother,
You shall not leave me!
Gods and men look for you,
Weep for you together.”

From “Lamentations of Isis and Nephthys”
— (P. Berlin 3008, translation by R.O. Faulkner)

Buckle up then Buttercups, strap one on for we just need to hang on till Easter…

Next week will be easier—I’ve cleared what I needed to, am integrating it all and so can move out of Gevurah into Tiferet. 💛

The timing of this is sublime, I’m driving up to Glasgow to see Jamiroquai on Weds, a pilgrimage to Funk and to Self…

After all, I AM a Rock Dust Light Star—but deep at heart, I’m just a Cosmic Girl, from another galaxy… 🎵🎶

Beyond excited. Can’t afford it, but what the heck…

But I sure am gonna look hot in my new frock from TikTok shop!

29/11/2025

Go on, ask it a question. Astonishingly accurate and insightful answers to what I asked ...🎯🔮

Runes are a method of divination similar to the Tarot or the I Ching. Runes are an ancient Germanic alphabet, used for writing, divination and magic

21/11/2025

Be the LOVE you were destined to be. (I must be in 5D then -- no more scrubs for me!)

16/11/2025

Of course it's cold and wet, it's Saturday. Clearly, someone upstairs is saying stay indoors (which is a perfect time for sitting quietly and going inside too!) Because this is the seaon for letting go of whatever no longer serves you, and bringing your energy back to you, renewed and revitalised, in the first greening...

So take 5 minutes today to release what’s been holding you back, and invite in growth and transformation in its place

* Lock the bedroom door (the cat or dog will only want to join you!)
* Sit on your bed with your journal and a pen that works(!), take three deep breaths.
* Open your journal and write down one thing (a belief, habit, thought or behaviour) that you no longer want to see in your life and that you’re ready to release.
* Consider how holding on to this belief or behaviour has limited your life and your growth.
* Write down an empowering statement that removes the negative through or behaviour and replaces it with something positive and uplifting (ie. something like “I release fear and welcome courage”).
* Close your eyes, take another deep breath, and visualise yourself stepping forward — lighter, freer, renewed... and this is the key thing... AS IF IT HAS ALREADY HAPPENED.

Transformation starts with awareness of something that needs to change, and then determination to change and grow. The simple practice above helps clear emotional space and open up to the next version of yourself.

13/11/2025

I was asked about “shadow work” the other day and whether it was safe, or whether it was demonic. For me, it is not just safe, it’s essential work. Parts of you are trapped deep inside your unconscious—where something happened to you that was so traumatising, so iniquitous, that you just can’t face it.

It’s a bit like a bad boot block on your computer, a part of you is so damaged that the system locks it off so it can’t stop the rest of you from running properly. So the bad boot block (or the damaged part of you) takes one for the team, and locks itself away, so the rest of you isn’t continuously traumatised by the event. Thing is, it’s your energy, and you’ve lost it to the shadows. So you need it back (and it wants to come back). So don’t leave it languishing in the shadows… can help you clear this stuff if you need; just ask!

But when people say that you need to heal yourself to arrive at divine union this suggests that somehow you are broken. Nonsense, you are not broken. Your soul isn’t broken either. There is nothing that needs to be fixed, nor is there anything that has to be “done” within this connection. Just release the shadow and bring your energy back cleansed, repatriated and ready for action…

Internal healing (“the inner work”) is a lifelong development process that takes practice, commitment, kindly patience with yourself and an awful lot of introspection. You’re effectively conducting a lifetime appraisal on yourself where you accept and forgive yourself for times you came up short, whilst also taking responsibility for your own actions (or inactions).

Under universal law, we act as mirrors to everyone we meet and attract towards us those who are closest to our own frequencies. If we sense negativity in people we meet, it’s time to stand in front of the mirror and see what needs to be looked at in ourselves to clear our shadow.

The great thing about shadow work is you’re freeing aspects of yourself that have been trapped and hidden deep within our unconscious self. Consequently, if you’re on a twin flame (or twin soul) journey (whether they be physical or non-physical), as you heal your inner wounds, your twin will be restored on an energetic level too. And if they are working on themselves at the same time, you will be restored at an energetic level too—so it’s win-win.

But, as in all things, the person you should be focusing on restoring is YOU. Knowing your core values and beliefs helps you magnetise your twin, someone who truly aligns with you, to foster a deeper and more meaningful connection.

Layers of shadow (negativity) are peeled away. This is the “unfoldment”. As time goes on, all you will feel is unconditional love for your twin. You don’t NEED them as such, but your desire to be with them is strong, like magnets that attract rather than repel. That is love in its purest form, where you’ve reached a high vibrational state but have no need of them or anyone else to complete you… because you’ve completed yourself.

Of course, when you are unfolded, you’re not only magnetising your twin, you’re magnetising everyone you meet. Your energy is palpable. (FYI: This is how twin flames are collectively supporting planetary ascension.) As unconditional love shared on a global scale. Boom! (Equally, if you have a twin in spirit, or as a discarnate connection, they will have tweaked your vibrational frequency to lift it up to theirs.)

But, if you’re blaming your twin for anything that didn’t work out, or finding fault with them or anyone else, you’re not fully healed.

This is what the process is all about: reaching a point where you love unconditionally with no expectations of anyone or negative intentions for anyone.

If you have no desire to be with your twin, (who is a part of you for eternity and always has been), due to circumstances that are out of your control in the physical world, live your best life.

Be of service to others and continue to look within to improve upon yourself. Again, any positive improvements made on yourself are transferred energetically to your twin no matter what the dynamic is.

But know this, you do not need to heal yourself, or the other person, to come into union within yourself or with your twin. Or to realign with Father Mother God as the embodiment of The Son or The Daughter.

This is a misconception, one I was guilty of at the start too.

First off, you and your twin are already one soul, and rooted in unity consciousness (which is the ultimate expression of unconditional love). Hence your soul is perfect, because God-Goddess made it that way.

Thus our journey to reunification with Father Mother God is a journey of the soul, not the mind. Healing centres on the mind (I could have done that better; I should have been kinder there…) There is much hype about healing your inner child, or healing your mother or father wounds or wounds of abandonment because it’s someone’s hustle…

So it’s not necessary to heal yourself at this level, nor is healing your attachment style at some expensive weekend retreat—and there is no need to revisit or heal past trauma, or righting the wrongs of a past life by clearing your karma, or deep cleansing your chakras with sound baths, mirror work, mindfulness, yoga, sound baths or drug addled sweat lodges…

By all means seek support for your mental health if something is do***ng you, because mental health is everything.

But the twin soul journey isn’t a journey of the mind. It is your soul’s journey, and your twin soul is there to mirror what you don’t (or won’t) see within yourself, areas that you need to shift and energetically clear.

Hence the twin soul journey is one of shifting up a gear and into your soul’s alignment (or realignment) with The Father and The Mother.

And frankly, it can’t come soon enough… (But for all of us, not long to wait...)

13/11/2025

Date for your Diaries next February

I'll be attending the Suffolk Witchcraft Market at Blackbourne Community Centre, Elmswell, Suffolk IP30 9UH on 22nd February 2026.

And I shall be bringing my Spirit Healing with me -- and sharing another guided meditation in a workshop.

Lots to see and enjoy at Emma's events.
Come as you are, leave better!

11/11/2025

Question: It’s 3am, you woke suddenly needing the answer to this…

If everything fell away… if there was no-one watching, no job, no title, no business, no label, no conditioning or programming, no duty, no family expectations, and no responsibilities, who are you?