18/07/2021
The creativity is back, the energy work I have been undertaking with those 3 Crystal's, Clear Quartz, Carnelian and Citrine WOO. Honestly, I'm seeing and feeling the change.
May seem like a small thing however, today I actually bought myself a whole new outfit. I have not done that in 6 years. I actually got two. And I'm prepared for the weekend coming. Honestly, it may not seem big to you, however, organisation has never been my strength, and usually I would dig something out my clothes at the last minute. I mean I've always carried myself well (sake of a few total fashion failures). However, today I'm feeling creative again. I haven't felt this creative since before the dreaded ordeal in 2017....
As you can see from my last post I was questioning materialism and consumerism and did not want to fall in to the depths of these energies for they are destructive. I used to wear provocative clothing too, so again, I was at a loss almost, not wanting to put myself out there again - easiest way to deal with it. However, now I am seeing how I have saddened myself and actually cut off my creativity to a point due to FEAR π€¦π½ββοΈ. (Its crazy what we realise over time). I was scared of falling in the Consumer Trap , yet....have I EVER been really materialistic??? NO! So what was my problem?? Lack of Creative Spark. Even though I have been creative and I am still creative, I have much more creativity in me than this and its come back around. I'm not a follower of fashion or trends. I create from my own self expression and feel pleased that I do and that I'm not in the Follow Fashion trap.....ONE THING I am fully endorsing at present is BALANCE. No I'm not dressing up from head to toe with just a eye hole to see. Neither am I wearing provocative clothing for as I'm older I see how amazing one can still look without your breast and bottom out of door ππ½ππ½
So I went and I bought blank items today, with a view to Bespoke them. Something I just love to do, just not had the creative drive again until NOW. Woop Woop.ππ½ππ½ππ½ππ½ππ½ππ½Nothing to sexy or out there....
Working with the Root and Sacral chakra to clear out the unwanted negative emotions that serve no purpose to my Highest Self. I do do a visualisation meditation with the Washers (two angelic like beings) the come and remove my emotional body, place in the spritual washing machine π€·π½ββοΈπ and once cleansed place back into my HEF (human energy field). Sounds crazy right? Well I don't do mediocre visualisations π. However, if visualisation is not your thing, then its through these lower chakras that unwanted negative emotions are recycled. Therefore daily grounding, which I shall be honest , I have not done as a routine in just under two years, is important for us on a daily basis.....in fact as I write this I realise my daily routine is lacking very much so. I'm not grounding everyday as I should be, especially with this high easily distracted energy I possess π€¦π½ββοΈ.
Therefore SPIRITUALITY DAILY is a Must. I'm going to start and hopefully continue by doing these things before I get stuck into the day :
1. Wake up stating Thankyou Thank you Thank you
2. Don't swallow first thing, spit it out (toxins accumulate in your mouth when sleeping)
3. Write out dream/s if remembered
4. Write out 10 x things to be grateful for, read out loud
5. Drink 500ml room temperature water.
(All this before leaving the bed)
6. Oil Pull 10-20mins and brush teeth with non-flouride toothpaste
7. Drink warm Lemon / Lime water rub kidney area on back to stimulate the detox process
8. Take my DAILY SPRAYS & CBD OIL (www.hemp-powered.co.uk)
9. Grounding/Yoga/Deepbreathing
The CBD oil and DAILY SPRAYS have also surely played and are playing their part, I'm grateful to have found these Spray products, especially the BRAIN one, I can honestly say I feel mentally more on point and solutions are coming in rapid .
Looking forward to the incoming chapter of 41years old at the end of July.. all I know is I'm fully blissed and looking more optimistic now about where I want to go and what I want to achieve in life.