17/10/2026
I'M A SEASONAL WOMAN. NOT A MACHINE 😂
I started a four-week process a little while ago, which I was very excited about, and all geared up for, and it got off to a really good start.
Until this past week, when it all started to tail off 🤦♀️ Cue the internal interrogation:
Why aren't you keeping this up? You were doing so well. What's happened to your consistency?
Urgh. But really, it wasn’t because I'd somehow lost consistency. It was because I’d forgotten something rather important. Whoops 😨
I'm a seasonal woman 🌗 not a machine 🤖
You see, I started the process in my inner Spring, full of enthusiasm, energy and ready to go. I sailed through Summer, but hadn't accounted for Autumn and Winter.
Meaning, the woman who started that process wasn't quite the same woman who was struggling to keep it going a couple of weeks later.
My energy had changed, and what felt easy and exciting at the beginning was feeling different. But instead of recognising that shift, I was questioning my consistency.
Quite simply, I'd planned what I wanted to do, but I hadn't planned how to support myself through the whole journey 😬
Annoying because I know this work. I live and breathe it. But sometimes, even when we know better, we can get caught up in the doing and forget to apply it to ourselves.
So now I'm revisiting my roadmap and building in the foundations to support me through the entire process, as my energy, needs and inner seasons shift.
Because I'm not here to force myself into a box or demand that I operate at the same level every single week. I'm here to find ways to work with myself, not against myself.
Consider me reminded 😂
The Fluctuator is back 💪
Hasta la vista, unrealistic expectations 😂