30/03/2026
“ Aisa koye jag mahin, Prabhuta paaye jise madd nahin “ Ramayan . I felt recently that God is being unfair to me and not giving me what I deserve. He can’t give it to me till I learn my lessons and make karma in that area. Even I won’t get stuff till I don’t deserve it . I felt blessed But he broke my spiritual arrogance and I didn’t love my enemies so he made me love them. Such compassion is achieved , Kya Batayen but i am feeling now why they doing what they doing, I understand their sufferings and issues now . He doesn’t give me things I want and gives sometimes things without me asking. So I say it only has come down to two things, Hari iccha and Hari Kripa. If we get what we want, it’s his Kripa and if we don’t then it’s his will. I have done it too , he told me to wait for 6 months but i have tried to grab stuff before it’s time and i was taught . I had to apologise and then learn the lesson of patience. Sabr is at 99, it soon will reach 100, patience is at 99, it will soon hit 100 too. Sometimes i feel he is giving my stuff to others but then I realise he is just making them do all the work on my behalf, so he knows best. Surrender is at 💯. So why m I writing this post, arrogance is 2nd human nature, it will come. Whatever you are doing, u are being allowed to do it? Not one leaf can turn without this allowance. So sometimes you have to accept what happens, coz ego and arrogance sabka tut jaata hain, it’s only a matter of time. It’s a negative thought so Pehle hi hata Dena chahiye, so that we don’t lose things when they come to us. Good good things I hope for all of us . Because sarva Mangal is at 💯 too , Shivoham shivoham. Hata do spiritual arrogance, it’s a bad bad thing. Mehnat karon . See you in May. And then we shall rise.🧿 P.C.
