Modern Mystic Medicine

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Modern Mystic Medicine

I am a 27 year old highschool English teacher who lives in the Netherlands. I have been training in the world of alternative therapy for the last 4 years.

Certified Meridian Energetics Practitioner~
Healer~Priestess~Mystic~Warrior~Reset to divine blueprint & Embody your authentic soul~DM or click link in bio to book 1-1 intake~ Some of my passions involve body work & inner child work, naturopathy & herbalism, essence in psychotherapy, breathwork & meditation, Reformer Pilates & Yoga. This training has saved and transformed my own life & now I want t

o take this healing & share it with the world. I love to write, share my creativity & vision. One heart that has been opened and healed can go on to open other hearts & bring healing to those in need. I do not give sessions yet but I am expecting to be giving energy work sessions & inner child therapy by the end of 2024. After this, I would love to deepen my knowledge & studies in the world of naturopathy, nutrition & herbalism to take my clients deeper in their healing ~ the body & the mind are connected. It is important to combine all aspects of the being for deep, transformational & lasting healing.

06/08/2026

Idealization becomes a survival mechanism for the child who’s needs have gone unmet & who experienced neglect, abuse, smothering…

As children, we idealize and learn to do mental gymnastics around our caregivers behavior. We make up all kinds of justifications, to prove that something is normal, to feel we are receiving a “special” kind of love, children often make it all their fault & turn the blame on themselves, that they deserved this punishing. Because if it is the fault of the child, then the child also feels it has the capacity to fix it, by being a good boy, toughening
up, going silent…it gives a false sense of control back the to child.

Children are dependent on their caregivers for life and sustenance.

Therefore, idealization is not a choice, but, a default. Because the young child cannot hold the truth, that their caregiver is, neglectful, abusive, whatever. This would totally threaten their sense of self & safety, simply the
little brain & body simply cannot hold it all; the truth that the caregivers they are literally dependent on
are actively damaging them.

So, the now adult will defend their parents to the tooth and bone. As the inner child is still too terrified to open that box of truth.

But it is in opening that box, where healing and freedom lies. It is the sign of a mature adult to be able to hold conflicting truths all at once: My parents are not inherently bad people, but their trauma made
them broken when they then passed their trauma down to me.

They were at times abusive…. neglectful… no boundaries… smothering… but they may have truly loved you as well. But that doesn’t excuse behavior, and your healing is more important, than your idealizations and forgiveness.

If forgiveness eventually comes authentically & naturally, that is okay. But just make sure you don’t use forgiveness as another wayto bypass the trauma you have endured.

Understanding what caused the trauma can give you compassion for your parents, but understanding that they lacked the accountability & tools to do different is not an excuse. It is the responsibility of the parent to care for the child & it was never the child’s fault.

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02/08/2026

There’s a lot of judgment and shame from the outside world when it comes to wanting to look beautiful and desiring to express your sensuality.

When you shrink yourself to fit into what makes other people feel comfortable, that’s when we start to feel jealous. That is because we’re not inhabiting our full potential and our full beauty, which is our divine right as human beings here on this earth. So when we see others doing exactly that, we feel the sting of our own unmet potential.

The materialistic is a part of being human. And to want to express that beauty through your body, through your expression, is actually an expression of the divine and the sacred.

As human, we possess the innate capacity for beauty & sensuality. Attraction and beauty are two different things.

When you implement deep self-care, nourishment, adornment, you will start to embody your beautiful, authentic self. When you take care of your body, your mind, your spirit, your emotions… You start to embody that true beauty of the soul in physical manifestation.

& then, when you view someone else who is portraying the same, you are no longer feeling a sting of jealousy. You’re feeling inspiration and joy from the beauty of humanity and the fact that you get to be a part of that.

We are all unique, and it’s not about better or worse. But it’s about you embodying all that you are in your uniqueness. It’s about embodied or disembodied.

25/07/2026

You can be a good person, with a good heart & still act in ways which are manipulative, controlling, mean, dramatic, attention-seeking, or any other forms of toxic expression.

The inner child is not only innocent, it is also all the accumulation of negative emotions experienced which never had a chance to process & express. It was a matter of emotional (or literal) survival for the child.

So nowadays, adults can exhibit these same ‘toxic’ behaviors. Projecting their mother & father onto friends, lovers, coworkers, passerby’s. The original rage, hatred, grief, jealousy that had to be suppressed as a child is now finding an outlet.

As for the ego to truly step back & admit that this is a projection of their unprocessed trauma, is no easy feat. To admit that one is displaying behaviors usually associated with ill-intent, is even more difficult, as it triggers deep shame in the individual with a good heart.

Some of my deepest healing came from the desire to heal these aspects of myself I was so deeply ashamed about. To heal these wounds so I may learn to how relate to others in a healthy, sustainable way.

Because an outburst of defense mechanisms is often not desired by the individual, but it somehow takes over control. For me, when I was younger, it felt like a monster took over me, I had no control. I would act in horrific ways, but truly it stemmed from deep pain. & when I would calm back down, I would be totally confused & heartbroken that I had ‘done it again’. The particular defense mechanisms look different for different individuals, yet the root cause is from trauma, often stemming from our childhood.

It is the utmost sign of self love to be able to hold such truths with compassion & accountability. To be able to admit that one has & can act in manipulative ways, as a reaction against their defense mechanisms breaking, as a reaction to projection, because this is how deeply they were wounded as a child.

Total self compassion is a vital aspect to healing, to have compassion for the human & all it has done due to the tremendous intolerable pain it has gone through.

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13/07/2026

In order to truly open to the deepest, most profound pleasure, our nervous system must be regulated, safe & open.. It is for ourselves & ultimately for HIM as well, to give the most divine, sacred sensual experience. Which is ultimately what you both DESERVE.

If s*x is given too soon, if the woman opens before ready & overrides her internal innate boundaries, she will get wounded, whether that be small or large. As she has overridden her internal readiness.

This is not to put blame on the masculine, the feminine is responsible for upholding her standards & boundaries. This is the natural dance between the masculine & feminine.

But the reality is, whenever a woman overrides her own inner pacing, damage happens. This will lead to resentment towards the man, whether he deserves it or not. She will subconsciously or consciously be so angry that she lowered her standards for mediocre experiences. That she gave her divinity for some cheap distraction.

As when a woman is truly open, her capacity to receive pleasure is infinite & sacred. For her, once she knows this experience to be possible, she loses interest in basic, cheap s*x. Which will only take from her life force energy while the masculine unconsciously dumps his trauma, wounds & addictions into her. Leaving her with a whole bunch of mixed energy to transmute, which is not easy nor fun. For the inexperienced transmutter, this can even take years!

Now for the man, he will receive a slither of her potential, which will leave him hungry & unsatieted, always looking for more. This leads to a cycle where he is always on the lookout for what may feed this hunger, but despite how much he chases women & how much energy he puts into the pursuit, he is never truly “full”. This leads to a state of deprivation & desperation. The most masculine men know quality when they sees it. He doesn’t have to empty his precious life force into mediocre experiences because he knows what a 5 star gourmet meal tastes like.

Because once he has, he realizes that pushing & entering too soon, is not only robbing HER, but is also robbing HIM of reaching his full s*xual potential & his highest pleasure & fulfillment as a man. 🔥

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09/07/2026

“When we are triggered, we don’t act our age, we act the age we were when the wound developed.”

This is for the child who was emotionally neglected, ignored & overlooked. This child will often resort to negative attention seeking behaviors. Because, at the end of the day, negative attention is better than no attention.

As a teacher who works with many young teenagers, I often see this behavior. As the pain of emotional distance, absence & neglect is so great, the child unconsciously seeks any way possible to still receive the attention it so desperately needs. Even if it is in the form of negative attention from the caregiver.

Now, the adult will act out similar behavior. For the adult who has little capacity for maturity, direct communication will often resort to ‘triggering behaviors. Just to feel a sign of life. To feel that they still matter, and that someone is still watching them & caring enough to react to them. As a moment to feel that they are not totally & utterly alone. For the now adult, who still carries these wounds from childhood.

Instead of a direct request for help, contact, presence, attention… they will seek out negative attention by acting out in unruly, triggering ways, to simply get a reaction as to feel that they still matter.

This behavior can be manipulative, nasty, mean… almost feeling like a punishment. Yet for the young child, he is completely focused only on his own needs & how to desperately get them fulfilled. He is often not even thinking of how this affects the other person. It is a state of desperation. At its core it is never really about the other person, and not about the specific actions they do, but more about their deep need to feel seen and acknowledged. & these individuals are going about it in the only way they know how.

This adult would rather be in a toxic cycle of negative reinforcement rather than break the ego down and admit what they really need: “I feel alone, sad & scared. I really need someone right now to support me, I am so lost. Please don’t leave me, please don’t forget me, please notice me, I am here! I am human & I need love and attention just like everyone else”

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01/05/2026

My name is Modern Mystic Medicine. I'm a healer, a mystic, a psychic, an energy worker, a dancer, a writer, a speaker, a fashionista, a holistic health practitioner, a lover of life, a celebrator of the divine, a divine conduit for evolution, & I am divine feminine.

Thank you for visiting my page, and I hope that with this photo, you can tap into my frequency, because my frequency is my medicine.

Xoxo, much love.
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28/04/2026

~ The Unravelling ~

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Modern Mystic Medicine

23/04/2026

~ Masochistic Tendencies ~

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Modern Mystic Medicine

19/04/2026

Commitment leads to progress.
Synchronicities as communication with higher self.
Inner knowing as the compass.

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Modern Mystic Medicine

09/04/2026

What is power to you, and what does power feel like?

The more you clean out your own system, the more healthy you are physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, the more belief systems you disregard of, the more space you have in your being, and you start to feel that power has a substance to it.

This power is large and expands the more space you have in your system, the more space you have for this power to expand.

The more power you hold, the more capable you are of navigating not only this earth, but this universe, many universes.

& you can start to become the real creator of your existence, rather than being the effect of outside circumstances.

My name is Modern Mystic Medicine, and I share content on sacred s*xuality, spirituality, holistic health, and the works of the inner child.

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