27/04/2026
The journey, awakening, remembering who you are,... part 2
(This post is long. So much poured out through the night to share. You were guided here for a reason)
Those of us who carry the divine infinite living light walk alone. This is on purpose. We have families, very few genuine friends and no matter what, we find ourselves walking alone most of our journey. Many of us struggle to find someone who will walk with us because its seriously hard to find those who match our frequencies. And there really aren't many of us here from the divine order that we are. There are many divine orders. Those of us who are here, we've been strategically placed. This too is on purpose.
One reason I learnt from my own journey was to remember that we are complete, whole, as we are. The divine masculine feminine in one. Yes we have divine counterparts but we don't need them the way we have been programmed in these human bodies to believe, think and need, ....that we need another to complete us. This need is a human programming, conditioning from those who do not carry the divine infinite living light to stop us from remembering who we are.
Many of us will find that one of the divine order we are is to heal the divine feminine, masculine in us. What we don't remember is that we not here to heal the divine masculine, feminine in another. When we consciously heal the divine feminine, masculine in us, our counterpart, be they a twin flame, soul mate, or a divine counterpart, they will heal themselves. Understand that just because you are in a female body doesn't mean that the divine feminine is the dominant in you. You can be a female and the divine masculine can be stronger in you. It all comes down to your divine order. You just need to focus on you. The key is to get the balance in both, divine masculine feminine, for both, in you, not someone outside of you... IN YOU.
However the programming here in the human body is to do the opposite. Constantly told we need to heal others. That drive, urge to heal, rescue, save others is the human programming, conditioning to stop us remembering who we are. Keep us busy constantly doing the opposite of who, what we are and why we came.
No wonder we go from one broken soul to another, always trying to fix what is broken, not achieving much because the system was designed that way. When we remember to choose us, heal us, honor us, love us, we break that system. Your twin flame, soul mate, divine counterpart will feel the shift. The healing work that you are doing, investing in you, that will be the trigger for them to do the same for themselves. You just need to trust you.
We do this for literally every relationship we care about, every connection, bloodbonds. What we are programmed to believe twin flame, soul mate connections to be, that is not what they are. What we are taught to believe is the opposite of what we are. We also constantly think twin flame, soul mate connections are love connections, our true love, life partner. Look at your journeys, the patterns, look closely and you'll see that these connections are relevant to all other relationships, all connections, friendships, family, bloodbonds, acquaintances, literally everyone you had to, have to walk with.
Everyone was designed and purposely put in our paths to stop us from remembering what we are by those who do not carry the living light. At the same time the divine infinite living light used these same connections, every opportunity that was presented to help us remember who we are, what we are and why we came.
We get told we are the mirror to others. We trigger whats not healed in them. Understand this, our divine infinite living light will use these same mirrors in others to remind us constantly to heal in us what they, the other party trigger in us. The emotions are the key to what needs healing. The situations, circumstances are the constant opportunities that are presented to us, to heal us. The programming that needs to be undone. The toxic behaviors, defaults we need to let go of.
There are many reasons for why we find ourselves so alone. Protecting our energies is one of the many. Tired of being others charging stations. Always giving and hardly ever receiving the same back, usually breadcrumbs when we do.
Then those who do not carry the infinite living light purposely put their puppets in our paths. The packaging look good, attractive to start with until our light starts to infiltrate them in ways they have no choice but to face their own truths. And because we've invested so much in these relationships, we think we can save it. We continuously choose them instead of choosing us. Sounds familiar??
We are often going through tower moments because we always getting to that level where so much can't come with us to where we going, even relationships. As we continue to remember, awaken to our truth, we go into or are forced into solitude and isolation over and over to recalibrate, to heal, upgrade, recharge, ascend. We are our own power house but it takes ages for us to remember and accept that about us.
We attract those who do not carry the divine infinite living light. Its somewhat of a default. Until we understand that its nothing but codependency programming. Ours and theirs until we make peace with ours and kick theirs right up the perverbial right out of our lives, no matter who they are. You see the patterns because every time we do this, we make our boundaries stronger.
You wana know who these hollow entities are that do not carry the divine infinite living light. Just look at all your relationships, friendships, family, bloodbonds, work mates, acquaintances, love connections, twin flame, soul mate connections, all that do not bring you peace, are not your peace.
We are told it's our divine purpose, soul contracts we have signed, agreements we have made, bonds, promises we have made to them. That we chose this, we wrote these life contracts. We didn't do it right last time so we back to do it again and hopefully get it right this time. Yeah right.
Its allllll bs. Plain and simple, biggest bs ever.
We are the divine order. We are the divine purpose. We just need to remember who we are, what we are and why we came. To wake up. This happens when we start to accept that it's all an illusion. Created by those who do not carry the divine infinite living light. Then there is our living light family, who use every one of these illusions to awaken us.
Did you read that... our family of the divine infinite living light use every illusion, every opportunity, every one of these relationships, connections to awaken us to our truth. That's why we always feel we being pulled in every direction. We don't know if we coming or going. We being pulled, pushed by both sides. No wonder we feel like we loosing it constantly. Doubting, questioning our very sanity, if there's any left.
During these journeys we will keep making our boundaries stronger. We'll get thrown illusions to distract us and we'll get given opportunities to see the truth in all and keep choosing us.
When you know how to respect you, honor, value you, see your own worth, you'll stop seeking validation from others. You'll stop attracting codependency attachments, relationships, connections. No matter who they are, you'll make your boundaries strong.
As always, take what resonates and leave the rest. If you read this post and made it this far, THANK YOU 🙏
More to follow soon. Take care of you ❤