03/06/2026
🐉 The Hero's Journey at Level 47 🐉
It's been one year since I embarked on the long, slow process of tapering off a psychiatric medication that was - in my belief - wrongly prescribed almost three decades ago. This medication (prescribed for depression and anxiety) has impacted me on every level, and the healing journey will continue long after I finally complete the tapering process. Naturally, strong emotions such as anger and grief surface as I 'grow' through this experience, but a victim I am most certainly not. Everything I have traversed has helped shape me into the person I am today, and the "mahi" I contribute to the world through my various roles - including mum, Yoga & Wellbeing Teacher of children (specialising in mental and emotional health) and creator/facilitator of authentic outdoor connections.
For those of us on this journey it's easy to get hyper-focused on healing and the long-term goal of becoming med free, and forget that we are already whole, perfectly imperfect and exactly where we need to be right NOW - and give ourselves permission to feel JOY by pursuing the things that light us up from within as often as we can ...(this vibration is super healing, incidentally!)
I wanted to remind myself of this last week, on my 47th birthday. Acting on a wild impulse/intuitive hit, I managed to round up six amazing and very courageous girlfriends at the last minute for an epic adventure high up in the treetops (the Ultimate Tour with Rotorua Canopy Tours).
In spite of getting a grand total of ONE HOUR's sleep the night before this adventure (one example of how medication withdrawal is adversely affecting me), and thinking I might have to leave the girls to it (lol), I did some tapping (see previous video on how tapping has saved me!), dug out my tiger leggings, and soared to new heights on this hero's journey.
Moral of the Story - ziplining with this crazy crew turned out to be an absolute high point of my life (no pun intended) - and proof that magic happens when we act on our intuition and lead with courage, instead of fear.... (which could very easily have derailed this experience for me - at several points along the way). We are NOT the identify we create around the suffering we have endured - we are the divine spark within that is stronger than any dragon our imagination could ever conjure up.
With love & courage,
Amy x
p.s. Apologies to Sam and Jessie, our extremely patient and long-suffering guides, for the inappropriate banter, hilarious (to us) commentary and late return. . We promise to leave exemplary reviews!!