30/07/2026
Pov,
While I prepare for my departure, it's been quite a journey to allow myself this time around to fully experience the let go of who I was. I find everyone on this planet has their way of contributing their magic, one of my contributions of mine is helping people to let go & in order for me to know it so well, I enjoy embodying how to fully let go, to allow one to fully receive. In this process of birthing, I acknowledged with my first when I embarked on the journey of choosing to have my daughter, I enjoyed so much of who I was before her and the moment I brought her spirit in, the spirit of who those versions of me were, were entirely no longer. I allowed myself to die, bring her spirit in as well as mine, and gave myself time to mourn who I was. This time, I've been mourning who I am now, while this being is inside and breathing more in that darkness while I wait for the new version of me that will support two infinite beings. It was challenging to let go of who I was before my daughter at times because I was an entirely different spirit, had all these memories, stored emotions, old energetic, contracts, took a while to release. This time, I feel so much lighter and so in my body I can feel every tendon softening preparing to open up, all the old identities completely incinerated, ready to receive all the downloads to fully support and celebrate two of them. I'm grateful for this version of myself that has brought me here where I can fully feel the expansion and contraction of my breath fully, connect with my partner, my daughter and know what I require.
I find we're always birthing something within us and within that transformation being able to be in the uncomfort, immersed in the chrysalis is the best part of becoming a butterfly. It's so natural to be interested in getting out of what's uncomfortable, although once theirs this allowance of this is what's happening right now it's not forever but instead of only focusing on the future, being here fully in it, whatever any situation is. Only then the transformation can begin ..
Cheers
Arie Rivers
Energetic Empowerment Coach
Fuel of Change