14/07/2025
Many of my friends don't know this side of me. Glimpses perhaps, especially over the past few years.
I've never been brave enough to share much of it, but it's time now. The fear of being truly Seen is disappating & the time to step out of the safety of shadows is Now. Into the Light. Raw. Untethered. Unfettered.
Our current reality is bending and breaking away quickly now, making way for a New Earth. I didn't come here at this time to play small. I know that. I'm here to midwife, to help the birthing of this higher dimensional reality.
My humanness however has been scared. Scared sh*tless. It has remembered the imprint of countless lifetimes of being persecuted, drowned, burned, stoned (yeah that was brutal one), hung, shamed for doing exactly this.
Showing others that there IS another way. There are MANY ways! Helping to raise the collective vibration. Of gifting-on knowledge that will unlock the potential for humanity to break free of its limitations and leap forward into the next stage of its evolutionary journey. But geez did I fu***ng cop it in those lifetimes. And I was still REALLY pi**ed off about it! So, there's been a LOT of healing and letting go to get to where I am now.
Walk down memory lane with me for a little bit.
I've never felt 'mainstream' (does anyone)? I've had 'knowings' since I was young. I've questioned everything, especially the Church and the way Spirituality was taught. Deep thoughts for a little kid.
When I was 8, I didn't fear Jesus on the cross, or pity him. I felt sadness that people remembered and revered this image of him. And forgot what he was REALLY teaching and what his life was ACTUALLY about. I just knew it. And instead of praying to ask for things (forgiveness, protection whatever), I told him "Jesus, if you need a friend, I'll be your friend. You can turn to me." Pretty fu***ng bold for an 8 year old.
I have always felt drawn to the esoteric, the mysteries, the unseen, the magik and what is behind the veil. I've always wanted more than what society offered. I've always known there is SO much more to Life and I wanted to experience it. I've always explored the unusual and kept wanting to know HOW it all works, and most importantly, WHY.
When I was 20, I was introduced to my meditation teacher on a holiday to VN. What I've experienced and received is beyond description and meditation has opened my mind and energy to beyond this material reality.
In my 30s, I shook off my 'old life', the vibrational path that no longer fit and chose the unknown path. The path that my soul, my intuition beckoned me onto, but allowed for my freewill to choose it. I took the Red pill.
I explored QHHT, remembered how to access the Akashic Records, received channeling, basically went to Energy University to level up my understanding of how our reality works in Kinesiology and continue to beef-up in on an athlete-level, intensive energy mentorship with Belinda.
The calling is SO strong. It's always been there. Do I know exactly WHAT 'IT' is? Nope. But the puzzle pieces are starting to fall together at rapid pace now. And it's super fu***ng exciting!!
I 'see' the vision for humanity, and it's fu***ng unreal. It's fu***ng awesome. And I'm excited to be part of it. To contribute to it. And I'm finally letting my 'weirdness' show. Because I've found my tribe, and continue to expand that tribe who share the same vision and are doing their part to bring the vibration of heaven and manifest it here on Earth, at this time. I have my soul mate, and my fellow soul sisters, including my children that accept me, love me, support me and teach me every day.
The meme above inspired this random post. One I've wanted to share for a long time.
I want to share an experience that really hit an a-hah moment for me. In one of my Akashic Reading journeys, I saw a lifetime, in what seemed like Ancient Greece (isn't it funny, or divinely, that I'm writing this whilst sitting in the quaint little town of Lefkada, Greece).
In this lifetime, I was a female slave, but I was clever. I knew things. I understood things that many didn't.
I saw myself working at a school, a University of sorts. I saw myself serving food and drinks on platters to the teachers and students. I listened quietly to what was being taught by white-haired old men in togas. Younger men in their 20s, 30s and 40s sat around under trees, or in small ampi-theatre like rooms taking in the philosophical teachings and 'new-age’ idealisms. I listened quietly and absorbed as I served goblets of water or wine.
When the younger men gathered after a lecture to discuss and ponder the interesting concepts taught, for those I trusted and knew well, I would quietly whisper a prompting question, a gentle correction, or an alternate perspective to their discussions.
I was a woman, I couldn't openly speak of my ideas, thoughts and opinions. So I influenced quietly, softly, in small groups and open corridors.
As time went on, I continued to be a slave woman serving at the school. But I was known for my intellect. My ability to see and understand complex theories and principles. Students saught my guidance.
And as the years went on, so did the teachers.
I saw a grey older woman at the end, in a simple, plain linen dress. An air of wisdom, of respect and of authority radiated around her. I was in the 'office' of one of the head teachers tidying his papers. I know it was someone important in history. Aristotle? Plato? Socrates? Not sure, I wasn't shown clearly who, but that didn't matter.
What mattered was I was trusted to tidy his office... and to review and contribute to his teaching material.
I never taught in an open classroom. I was never recognised for my contributions, my ideas, my guidance.
I quietly, gently offered influence to others and seeded ideas that would blossom and take root into the minds and hearts of humanity over the centuries.
That was my purpose in that lifetime. And many other lifetimes.
So am I here to taste the fruits of my labour? F**k yeah I am!
Do I just sit back and observe the birthing of this new age in humanity's evolution and let my energetic presence, my vibrational signature do all the work? Or do I actively contribute. Not sure. Still unfolding. Still a choice. But I KNOW, this lifetime is for me to ENJOY myself. I've had some sh*tty fu***ng lifetimes and copped some grievous fu***ng attitude from the then-society for trying to help. Of course, I've had some kickass ones too.
But THIS one, right here, is the cherry on the organic, sugar-free, gluten free, dairy free mfu***ng cake. I'm going to kick my feet up, pop on my sunnies, reach for that icey-fresh coconut and soak up the good-life. F**k I deserve it and I'm fu***ng unapologetically going to enjoy it with my soul-mate and soul-sisters (my 2nd child is a younger sister from another life).
If you've made it this far my friends, you're a superstar & I love you. I tip my tin-foil hat to you!
So that my friends is the last 40 years. As I immerse into the new cycle of the next 40 years, you'll see me posting/blogging/v-logging/writing etc more about humanity's evolutionary leap. About our shift from Homo-sapien to Homo-Universalis.
If all of this sounds fu***ng quack to you, I get it, it's not for everyone and I'm totally OK with that! I love you, you may or may not come on this exhilarating ride with us but maybe one day something might stir! And I'll be waiting with open arms to welcome you onto this weird and wonderful path and support you in any way that resonates for us both.
If not, may the force be with you as you continue in the 3D reality, my love to you!
To those who WILL come on this journey with me and are intrigued, I'll share with you my insights, understanding and tips for the exciting times ahead!!! I've wanted to share this for a long time but I've drafted and dropped it. Drafted and dropped it.
I'm just plonking it all down now, f**k b°mbs and all, because f**k-it, I'm done playing small, hiding my fire and wildness away, being nice and proper. This is me.
My Wayfinder, Wild-Goddess, Wild-Woman and Dragon essences are bursting through now, YIPPEE KI-YAY M-F**KERS !!!
Let's get this show on the road.
Mic-drop. Peace out.
K xx
P.s. Better post this before I chicken out.
P.p.s. Girls, if you're reading this when you're older, sorry mummy is swearing so much... I'm just really excited!!
****Special shout outs****
(specifically on this spiritual journey, so don't feel sad if you're not on it because I love you and I greatly appreciate you in my life):
Fletch, my soul mate of 766 lives now (or was it 768, lost count) who loves me and has always loved me and my weirdness in its entirety. The one who grounds me when I'm lost with the fairies (also one of my essences so, that makes sense now). The one that nods and smiles at my wild ramblings after a huge download. The one that always says "You got this babe. Go, do it. Try it. Have fun with it. Explore it. I support you/it/everything". Without hesitation. Even it it sounds bat-crazy and I can't explain why. Thank you for having unwavering trust and support in me and my journey.
Dad, thank you for all your sacrifices in raising me, loving me, and teaching me the invaluable lesson of Boundaries.
Ong Ninh who offered me the first Red pill.
Nicole for showing me just how deep the rabbit hole goes.
Belinda for basically putting me through energetic boot-camp (with absolute love of course, but tough love when I needed it).
All the powerful women and men, who have blazed the path forward. Their courage, truth, determination and authenticity inspiring, encouraging and giving me the permission slip to do the same.
And my precious girls, for deepening my practice and always reminding me to love life, lighten up, have fun and play! Because that's the highest expression of who we Are.
