08/27/2026
Why I feel like Burning it All to the Ground ... 🔥🤌
And Why you Need an Astrologer like me, who uses asteroids, To Channel your chart.
I have been Feeling the Pisces energy this wk-exhausted, frustrated from pouring out, a bit victimy, crying hysterics to my hubby, & Ultimately like I just canNot get my $hit together. I don't want to go out, don't want to be online, don't want to give Any energy that isn't either financially or relationally compensation in equal amounts. If you could Understand the complexity of the Numerous transits I'm navigating at once, you would understand the transition into Deep Aquarius energy that is happening in my mind/Body. Add in the fluctuations of hormones at 44 and my capacity to GAF has Dwindled Immensely.
But I Know from doing this work the past 5yrs there is Always ALWAYS reinforcement in the chart to support our path forward.
I don't have anything at Pisces 4° OR Virgo 4° in my personal chart. BUT that is Not the Only place to consider, especially in Eclipse time when Everything is dredged up and Out.
In my personal chart I DO have Uranus 1° Sagitarius (& That is Conjunct Pele 29° Scorpio) at the end of my Relationships house. I'm a Burn it to the GROUND girly to Liberate myself. I simmer under the surface and then Erupt, creating a new foundation from which to operate. ❤️🔥 *1way ticket to Hawaii in 2011 but that's a story for another time.
BTW, Pele + Venus are Conjunct in LIBRA. The People Pleaser who has kept things harmonious through self Silencing is Erupting with Force that Balances the Scales and creates an entirely New foundation of Justice.
That natal Uranus that's being Lit UP by the squaring Full Moon Pisces Eclipse (that is Conjunct Astrea, Formalhaut, North Node, & Hekate) is Opposing the Sedna/Uranus Opposition I'm in 2nd House (Business). This Uranus opposition is what is known to be one of the "mid life crisis" transits.
That Saturn Retrograde in my 12th house is creating a Grand Cross with my North Node & Sun in 3rd, my Pallas/Fate/Vertex/Saturn/Mars in 6th, and my South Node On MC, directly impacting my identity, business, and Legacy.
Pluto is currently stationed Over my Moon, which research says is not even a once in a lifetime transit, it's more like Once in 3 generations transit -the Equivalent to open heart surgery without anesthesia. I'm a Private Cancer Sun, but my Moon is in Aquarius 10th H, splaying this Massive Emotional Recalibration out Into my work. Veritas is close by as well- the asteroid of Truth.
That Pluto stationed on my Moon is Squaring Jupiter in Scorpio (protection in the Underworld) AND Sedna On my AC (Ultimate Betrayals Cutting you into Spiritual purpose). This is creating Another Grand Cross that stares down to Nessus 29° (the END of a Karmic Cycle in ancestral trauma/sXAbuse in Home) 4th H with Orcus at 2° Leo. This is Keeping me Literally LOCKED In Oath to my Deepest Soul work around Transmuting the Feminine/Family trauma in my Line-& if I Don't Abide by that, there Will be Consequences to the Heart (reinforced by Saturn Retrograde in Aries, making Us Face Reality and the Consequences of acting Out of Integrity to Self).
I am being Forged in the Fire in So Many ways Personally-& then there's my Business chart.
Pluto is not only sitting over my Personal moon-its coupled with Veritas sitting over Black Moon Lilith in my 12th house business chart. 12th H is shadow work, Karma, self undoing, Regeneration. And that Pisces Full Moon Eclipse lineup is sitting Over my Nessus 6° that's On the AC of Intentional Holistic Healings natal chart. And that is ALSO Directly confronting Orcus on my DC in Virgo 7th H.
Chiron/Cloelia are sitting on Uranus 2nd H in business chart, relieving me of feeling stagnant & low worth due to previous toxic cycles. All I have to do is let go. There's also a Grand Water Trine with Dejanira/Nessus/Mars/Kassandra/Inner Child, impacting the Sun in Scorpio 8th H, the AC, and 5th H of expression in business chart.
Then I dig deeper into my Progressed Moon which is now at 28° Virgo (this will be moving into Libra in the fall) - when Venus (Values) will be Retrograding over my Pluto in 6th H, Jupiter in Scorpio, & Ceres in Scorpio 7th... 😬🤪😶🌫️🫥🫠😤 While I don't 'have anything' at 28° Virgo, all my Virgo energy between personal/professional charts is in 6th H of daily health/habits & professional relationships.
Virgo is Discerning energy, and not only is my progressed moon closing out the end of a Karmic cycle, the Mercury Cazimi happening today, is Amplifying a Reckoning between who/what serves, what stays, what goes and I Base that on How who/what is Impacting Both my Mental/Physical health.
I spent Two Hrs this morning digging into the transits & aspects in both my personal and professional chart to basically Validate the intuitive hits & emotional rollercoaster I've been on. It's healthy to acknowledge feelings of victimization or martyrdom - it's Not Healthy to Stay there.
That is WHY the services I offer are All So Potent in your capacity to Transform. I don't want to stay in open spaces any longer where those who don't Actually want to invest in their healing journey are milling about, because I'm someone who is Consciously moving Forward. Raw, authentic, Messy-but Always focused on Thriving in more Intentional ways.
In my personal chart I have Dejanira (victimization through poison) on the cusp of the 12th H, squaring Venus in Gemini, oppositing Psyche in Virgo, and squaring Sagittarius 8th H. This Completely accounts for the exhausted feelings of constantly pouring into social media from the heart, only to be repeatedly played by these algorithms for not catering to them. I'm not a 3 second rage bait girly - I'm Here to expose you to the Treasures of the Underworld and Be a Light when you think you're Lost there.
I am Grieving All the ways I've given My Self away, my Life away, my Precious energy away because I didn't Understand how Deeply Transformative it Is. For Years I've kept myself around the Wrong people and pandered to these apps to try and Prove my work/Worth. My own trauma made me bait, allowed me to be Hooked and anchored into lies and this performative culture here, but I Know I've done my Time and I'm Ready for something different - & I Know there are Women out there that are also ready to go deeper into their journey.
The ways in which I'm surrendering to the Recalibrations in my life will likely seem bold, cold, & Bitchy to those that have benefitted from my warming Cancer nurturement and my Pisces performance of wanting to be seen virtuous bcz I hadn't yet broken the Loop of those trauma bonds.
But I'm Done.
I'm Done with these apps that destroy our mental health while forcing us to jump through hoops.
I'm done withholding my Voice.
I'm done working for Free.
I'm Done with Voyeuristics who want to consume but Never commit.
I'm Done with random strangers acting completely unhinged and the ads that are colluding valuable information.
And when a Cancer decides she's Done. ✂️🤷♀️⛓️💥
THIS is the Exact Beauty of Understanding How the Transits are Stoking Opportunities for us to Move Forward instead of feeling Victimized or Burnt out. The Algorithm will Never Prioritize Truths like mine, but that doesn't mean I have to Be Silent.
I'm Never going to Quit my Bodywork, my Astrology Insights, or my Herbal Magic-but I Am going to reposition How people access Me, My Precious, Energy, & my Valuable Expertise.
In the coming weeks, I will be moving the vast majority of my work into Substack, Spotify, & Telegram. For those that are interested in committing to this shadow work, I'll see you there.
Stephanie 🔥😘