06/06/2026
MOTHER T SQUARE 🏹 Truth+Liberation
Death to the Self Sacrificing Martyr that the Feminine has Become. 🙌❤️🔥
I'm learning how to be Disliked.
I'm learning how to Displease Others.
I'm learning how to use "Because I don't want to" as Reason Enough.
I'm learning to put what I Want First because No One Else is going to.
I'm 43, I'm Mothering Myself and have been for 30+yrs, but Now I'm doing it without the Perfectionism, the Self Criticism, & the Martyrdom which honestly, just supports the Patriarchy everyone likes to scream about.
When I look at today's transits I just See the Potent Energy around the Death of the Old Feminine, and Honestly - it's about time.
The South Node shows where we've come from, what we're shedding (& Hopefully taking wisdom from). In Virgo, this represents the Virgin who Sacrificed her body, her Reputation, & her Faith to Deliver a New Story to the people.
Purity consciousness, perfect performance, & pleasing to the point of autoimmune DISease has Ravaged the Feminines Health. Our Mindset around 'being of service' Must be Recalibrated if we are going to progress as a species. We Have to look at the details of what we're taking in, Be Honest about the Anger that has been Kept inside, & Understand that God is Not outside of Us.
How has your performance of 'Goodness' impacted your gut? What does it mean to you to Be Pure of Heart & Body, to Give of Self? What happens if/when you're Not 'Perfect' or can't Fix it? Our world preaches Inclusivity but Discernment & Boundaries are Actually the Medicine of the Mind, the Body, and the Spirit.
Ceres/Sedna/Uranus in Gemini-what are the stories of Grief/Loss that have been transmuted through your Feminine line? What has Feminism taught you about your worth? How have these ideologies Nourished you, led to transformation - & to your Demise? Ceres is the Mother who is Initiated into focusing on Her Healing when her daighter is ripped away. She indicates DISordered eating due to grief/neglect From the Mother, and this is Linked to sXtrauma.
Where have women in your line Clung to the past which prevented their own growth? How has the mother expressed controlling, jealous, and manipulative behaviors under the guise of concern & Love, keeping you Both caged? Where do you see these manipulative tactics disguised as Feminine Empowerment socially & culturally? Where does clinging to the Betrayal stories prevent you from Actually accessing the Depths of your own Grief, processing it, and Ascending from It? Gemini is ruled by the winged messenger who travels between worlds, threading together the details to weave a tapestry of faith. What is true? What do you want to be true? Can they be intertwined? Gemini requires us to hold more than one story. Yes, she did it That way-but does doing it a New way make you Less than? What story serves your progression/Ascension and what serves the self sacrificing martyr who wants to appear perfect? 🌊🧜♀️
Hekate on the North Node in Pisces - the Birth/Death Doula meets us at a crossroads on the Bridges of Surrender. It's difficult to not immerse ourselves in the trauma of the world, to not bleed out in an effort to 'help humanity' - we're All tired; which is ever more reason to conserve your precious energy by surrendering to letting what's dead Die. There has been So Much Clinging, so Much Immersion in the pain (as if we're supposed to somehow Escape it in this life). Pain IS part of the process - the more difficult, the more we *should* be Learning from it and applying the lessons. But in a society that focuses on numbing vs self accountability, it's easy for the waves to knock us down, choke us, and Pull us under.
Which is Why the Medicine of Hekate is Feeling Isolated, So That we Lean into Self, so that we Rely on Spirit, so that we Discern and Feel Out what's inside that Darkness, so that we Learn to Hear our Own Voice & Trust in the Divine (Not the Collective). What does a midwife Do but Tend to those in the clutches of pain, transformation, in Need of Faith-& isn't that you? Isn't that All of us?
How can you Tend To Yourself More, and allow the Vitality/Wisdom/Presence to Spill into others (instead of letting them rob you)?
The North Node in Pisces wants us to push forward in faith, to learn where our compassion can use boundaries, and understand that we don't have to Embody the wounds of everyone around us.
Over-mothering leads to under development, learned helplessness, victim mentality, inability to be accountable, resentment, bitterness, burnout, exhaustion, and DISease.
While our body is only a vessel to carry the more important ingredients of the Soul, we Still have to Inhabit it and Should be Honoring it.
Virgo is health of body. Gemini Mind & communication. Pisces is lymph system (internal rivers of life/Toxins accumulated) & feet (forward movement).
This T Square points to Sagittarius, the optimistic archer who pierces us with the Truth that has been too long held back. The medicine here is FAITH which is found In the RELEASE.
Virgo discerns what gets processed and released.
Gemini collects into and releases through communication.
Pisces filters toxins for our Health.
Sagittarius wants forward movement With discernment of Direction.
The Medicine is Always Written in the Stars.
*I wrote this oceanside for Sunrise. This is Truly how I want to be starting more of my days. I am a beach girl at heart and it's time to start calling in that next chapter for myself! 😘
**There is Lots of info in posts from last few days, the Substack and latest podcast have Incredible amounts of info and journal reflections to write on, please make sure to go through previous posts!
What hits for you? What pierces? What do you need to know about your chart to move forward? Where are you getting hung up? 👇
