06/17/2026
I’m 38. My body has dealt with a lot of pain and injuries.
Some days I see my old videos and worry that I’ve permanently lost a step.
That my past recklessness, and age, has finally caught up with me.
Maybe I can’t be ME anymore.
It’s so easy to do when I feel tired, or when my knee or shoulder hurts.
But rather than accept it — which is also easy to do — easier to think it’s just out of my control and give up that responsibility…
Rather than that I push harder against my ceiling, with more defiance, fighting as it tries to drop on me.
Every day I show up, in someway, big or small, to prove — through consistent ACTION — that my ceiling is flexible, and higher than my mind tries to tell me.
So I’m going to keep showing up, compassionately and consistently, regardless of how I feel in the moment.
The moment — and my mind — might lie, but the process tells the truth.
PS - Our past injuries, pain, and diagnoses don’t define us and dictate our future. Our age doesn’t define what we can do.
BUT they’re also not irrelevant. We can overcome, we can train smart, show up consistently, and push our ceiling. But I’ll never recover like I did when I was 20, my surgeries can’t be undone, and that’s okay.
Long-term progress and satisfaction with training comes from a healthy mix of reality and (mild) delusion 😆
You may be far from where you want to be, and it may take time and effort…but you CAN do amazing things that will surprise you, if you commit to the process.