01/22/2021
If you’re looking at yourself in the mirror and asking yourself, what the hell am I doing with my life? Don’t worry I’ve been there too, feeling like a failure, every day feeling like it’s the same damn day again.
Jesus, I find it so hard to write about this because it’s so personal and I don’t want to be to... whatyamacall it?...preachy!! Don’t get me wrong though most of the time good preaching is needed to shock your system and wake the F-up!!
I want you to get inspired and come into action.
When you are looking in that mirror or your environment and it doesn’t make you happy, that little voice in your head will either work for you or against you, and I bet it’s been against you for a while and you let it.
The day I decided and said no more, it is time to change, I want to change, I’ve had it, I can do better, I want to do better, I choose to become better.
All kinds of feelings were set into motion and the first one was anger. Anger towards myself. How did I let this come so far? I had so many dreams, ideas, and goals.
I have all these books about mindset, visualization, goal setting and I would never finish them and if I did I still didn’t know what to do. I would start an assignment and quit halfway when I had to go dig deep into myself. Like a coward, I’d run away.
And the truth is I was a coward and lazy, and not physically lazy because everybody at work knows I can do the heavy lifting and I do just that.
But it’s the heavy lifting in my head I wasn’t capable of.
I started challenging myself, working out more, running further, getting up earlier before work and I never looked back.
I wanted to change and I did and you can do it too!