04/23/2026
My oldest turned 10 years old this week. I recall the months and weeks leading up to delivery, feeling confident in my intuition leading the way for the many decisions I had to make. One of the biggest, of course, is what to do about v@ccines.
I hadn't read a thing about them, but I said to my midwife, "I am not sure, so I am just going to hold off until I read more." I kept thinking to myself..."how does injecting a pathogen make one healthier?" (yes, I get the science behind vaccines, but are our health stats in this country proving they make us healthier?)
My aunt scolded me, telling me it was irresponsible and would not provide herd immunity if I did not v@ccinate my kid. I thought well dangitall, I better read some actual stuff. So I got a huge book that was highly rated - "Dissolving Illusions" by Dr. Suzanne Humphries. I read through that bible of the book quickly and saw that infectious disease was on the decline from sanitation and plumbing by the time v@ccines were introduced. There was a lot of solid information and studies in that book that bolstered my conviction to hold off.
But at his wellness visit, I had a little freak out and thought "oh no, what if I can't send him to school? What if I made the wrong decision?" And the pediatrician said (I kid you not) "Don't be weak. He's so healthy and strong. Don't cave just because everyone tells you it's what you should do".
I continued to listen and read more about them. When the pandemic hit in 2020, I would go on 70-80 minute walks with my dog through the woods, listening to hours and hours on doctors discussing v@ccine mechanisms, the C*vid shot, how the spike protein worked, and why all these long-time physicians were now questioning the lack of data and science behind the childhood v@ccine schedule. My aunt I mentioned asked me for forgiveness when she was red-pilled listening to doctors about the C*vid vaccine.
I never looked back. My kids have been so healthy, strong, and happy. Could they have weathered the shots fine? Possibly. I know many who do. I do wonder if my son has the MTHFR mutation (or others) that would have created a reaction to them. I am glad I never had to find out.
There are a lot of reasons to not v@ccinate and I can list them if you write me a message. But it came down to this for me: I would rather take the chance they encounter a disease naturally (possible chance) rather than encounter them directly in a needle (certain). And when you encounter them in a needle, you often get multiple at once... and how do we know they won't create damage? How do we know that won't set off auto-immune problems? We don't. Imagine the differences in billions' of people's genes and immune function and thinking we know exactly how it'll turn out.
