12/29/2025
Messy house from opening Christmas presents that I still haven’t picked up, seriously dirty hair, cat hair everywhere, haven’t showered or left my house in a couple of days. Sometimes it just be like that.
Lately, by the end of my work week, I just haven’t felt up to doing anything. General fatigue, brain fog, headaches, off and on dizzy/nauseous, joint pain, body aches, inflammation/swelling. Just an overall feeling of being unwell.
I try really hard to listen to my body and not push through the moments that my body is telling me to rest. Because I know that just means at some point I’ll just crash. If you don’t take breaks, your body will force you to at some point, and likely when it’s least convenient.
I HAVE to go to work, but other than that I’ve been pretty much approaching everything else as “let’s see how I’m feeling”. For the most part my appointments are slowing down so that’s another “HAVE to go” thing that’s falling off.
Letting go of some of my “standards” around the house and how I prefer things to be kept has been hard. What’s harder, is not being able to just get up and do the fun things that I want to do when I want to do them. 😑
Finding a new balance has been tough, but we’re getting there. I’m lucky to have such a patient and understanding wife to help me through this frustrating and emotional time. Oh, and the cats! They’re always down for a good cuddle!
Just trying to remind myself that it’s ok to slow down. 😊