09/28/2026
4 years ago, I was having a rough morning⦠I had a chaotic work day scheduled, and Cannon was not cooperating. I was frustrated and overwhelmed⦠but little did I know, that āroughā morning was about to be the least of my worries. 4 years ago I got a phone call that literally brought me to my knees. My best friend, my side kick, my youngest baby, was dying. There is no cure for Sanfilippo Syndrome, and at the time, there was no treatment either. How could this outgoing, silly, mischievous, happy, hyper, loving little boy be dying? I had fought doctors for months to listen to me, they thought I was crazy, and I wanted that phone call to prove them right - that I was just a crazy mom who was over thinking things and needed to get off of the internet and stop thinking she was medical expert š¤·š¼āāļø In the days that followed doctor appointments were made, tears were shed, and tough conversations were had as we shared the news with family and friends. As we faced the reality of Cannonās future, knowing eventually Cannon would lose his speech, his mobility, and even his ability to eat before ultimately being taken far too soon, with a life expectancy of mid to late teens, it was clear there was only one choice - turn pain into purpose, and give this boy the best life while heās this side of Heaven. Some days are hard, really damn hard. But so many days are good. 4 years later and Cannon is adding words to his vocabulary, and continuing to put words together to make sentences. He may not have a full vocabulary, but he uses multiple methods to communicate, and the boy knows how to get his point across! He does get stiff which will result in a limp occasionally, but heās still running, jumping, and climbing - even if he tires more easily. Pretty sure his favorite words are āmommy! I wanna EAT!ā He struggles with regulating emotions, and he can be very aggressive when heās unable to regulate his emotions. He has no concept of danger so he definitely keeps me on my toes. And 4 years later, and he still exclusively wears Sonic clothing šLife doesnāt look the way I envisioned it, but I would choose Cannon over and over again. The fear of losing him can be debilitating, but the love he gives, and the joy he brings keep me going - he has changed my life in so many ways, and I am so lucky that I get to experience life with him. We wonāt stop fighting, we wonāt stop believing there is hope, and we wonāt stop living, because every day is truly a gift.
Keep fighting, bestie. Keep showing the world how bright your light is, and keep moving mountains. I love you BIG š