09/04/2026
If you’ve built your path around feeling the light, you might be thinking that’s the measure of how far you’ve come.
I understand why. When light moves through you it feels so far beyond ordinary life that of course it reads as the spiritual thing and if more of it comes, surely that means you’re growing.
But feeling light is an incomplete measurement. It’s like saying your health is only what you eat. Not your sleep, not your movement, not the quality of your relationships, not your capacity to move through hard things. Just the one part you can feel most easily.
Here’s what I’ve come to understand 👇🏻
Light pouring into a personality that isn’t yet integrated is light pouring into a system with holes in it and it comes out as imbalance in your mind, your emotions, your body, your actual life.
Growing up spiritually means building a conscious relationship with your own soul. Not an entity. Not the astral plane. Not the egregore of a religion. Your higher self.
Some practices were built for another age. You can give one your whole life and not move an inch not because you failed at it, but because it was never built to take you there.
I’m not asking anyone to throw anything away. I still practice Qigong and I’ll keep practicing it. Just not as the main path.
And when you do grow up, your gifts stop being something you collect and become something you carry a sacred responsibility to humanity you get to be more conscious of in every moment.
Luis and I went much deeper into this in our newest YouTube conversation, The Aquarian Age Spirituality. Link in bio 🤍