07/23/2026
"I didn't think I was ready."
She said it quietly, the way people do when they've been carrying something for a long time. Eleven years of the same grief, folded into the same shape, tucked into the same corner of her chest.
She thought readiness meant clarity. Knowing exactly what she was healing. Having tried a lot of other things first. Arriving with no fear.
None of that is true.
Readiness is not a threshold you cross before the work begins. It is something the work helps you find. Plant-spirit medicine does not ask for your certainty. The medicine meets you where you are, and part of what unfolds in ceremony is the remembering itself. Your roots hold more than you know, and the plant simply helps you feel your way back to them.
You are allowed to arrive scared and nervous. You are allowed to arrive uncertain. You are allowed to arrive without having read the right books or tried the right therapies or figured out what belongs to you and what you inherited.
You are allowed to arrive exactly as you are.
If something in you has been quietly waiting, please know Bailey and I hold this as safe and sacred space. There is no version of you that needs to be assembled before you come. 🌿
With warmth,
Michaelene & Bailey