Soulfire Awakening with Salieau

06/16/2026

Collective Energy · June 16–22, 2026

If the last couple of weeks have felt strange, you’re not imagining it.

We’re officially in Mercury’s shadow, fresh off a New Moon, and the collective energy isn’t asking us to move faster.

It’s asking us to become more honest.

This week is less about action and more about noticing.

Noticing what you’ve outgrown.

Noticing what you’ve been carrying.

Noticing where you’ve been operating from survival instead of alignment.

The truth is, a lot of us are standing in the doorway between who we’ve been and who we’re becoming.

And the doorway is uncomfortable because you can’t drag everything with you.

🔥 Cardinal Signs (Aries, Cancer, Libra, Capricorn)

You’re feeling this the strongest.

You may feel restless, impatient, or like something needs to happen right now.

Pause.

Not every urge to act is intuition. Sometimes it’s discomfort asking for relief.

This week is asking:

What am I trying to fix because uncertainty makes me uncomfortable?

Something is changing, but it doesn’t need to be forced.

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🪨 Fixed Signs (Ta**us, Leo, Scorpio, Aquarius)

You’re being asked to loosen your grip.

And before you say, “I’m not holding onto anything…”

Look again.

Where are you staying loyal to something you’ve already outgrown?

A friendship?

A role?

An expectation?

A version of yourself?

This week isn’t about letting go because someone told you to.

It’s about admitting the truth.

Sometimes growth looks an awful lot like saying:

This no longer fits me.

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🌬️ Mutable Signs (Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius, Pisces)

This one’s going to irritate some of you.

Stop trying to solve everything.

You’re not behind.

You don’t need more information.

You don’t need another sign from the universe.

You need to integrate what you’ve already learned.

Your nervous system is asking for a pause, not another puzzle.

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Your sign this week

♈ Aries

Stop introducing yourself as the person you used to be.

♉ Ta**us

Stable shouldn’t mean heavy.

♊ Gemini

Your mind is tired. Rest is productive.

♋ Cancer

You’re redefining what safety actually means.

♌ Leo

Stop waiting to be chosen. Go create something.

♍ Virgo

You don’t need to perfect the next step before taking it.

♎ Libra

Peacekeeping is not the same thing as peace.

♏ Scorpio

Not everyone deserves unlimited access to you.

♐ Sagittarius

Your future isn’t somewhere else. It’s being built right now.

♑ Capricorn

Your worth isn’t measured by how much you carry.

♒ Aquarius

Pay attention to who and what still resonates.

♓ Pisces

Your intuition is getting stronger, but so are your boundaries.

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The collective question this week:

What am I carrying simply because I’ve always carried it?

Because here’s the thing…

Mercury shadow isn’t here to ruin your life.

The New Moon isn’t here to magically fix it.

And the universe isn’t punishing anyone.

The energy right now is much simpler than that.

It’s asking you to stop dragging old versions of yourself into rooms you’re no longer meant to occupy.

06/06/2026

The Glass in My Hands

For a long time, I thought my problem was that I couldn’t receive.

Not love.
Not help.
Not kindness.
Not support.
Not rest.

Every time something was offered, something inside me would pull away.

I thought maybe I was stubborn.
Maybe too independent.
Maybe broken in some way I couldn’t name.

So I spent years asking the wrong question.

Why can’t I receive?

Then one day the question changed.

What if I can’t receive because my hands are full of glass?

Not visible glass.

The kind left behind by old wounds.

The sharp fragments of abandonment.
The splinters of betrayal.
The pieces of every lesson that taught me love came with a price tag attached.

When you’ve spent your life reaching into broken places, eventually you stop noticing the cuts.

You just learn to live with them.

You adapt.

You carry things carefully.
You flinch when people get too close.
You convince yourself that bleeding is normal.

And then someone offers you something good.

Love.

Care.

Support.

A hand reaching toward yours.

But receiving requires opening your hands.

And every time you try, the glass shifts.

The pain returns.

So you pull away.

Not because you don’t want what’s being offered.

Because touching anything— even something beautiful— still hurts.

That realization changed everything.

The question was never whether I was worthy of receiving.

The question was whether I was willing to finally remove the glass.

Piece by piece.

Memory by memory.

Story by story.

Not because the wounds weren’t real.

Not because what happened didn’t matter.

But because I was tired of mistaking my injuries for my identity.

Healing, I’ve learned, isn’t becoming someone new.

It’s removing what was never meant to stay.

The glass wasn’t me.

It was simply what happened to me.

And for the first time, I understood something that felt impossible before:

The world wasn’t withholding from me.

Life wasn’t asking me to earn what should have been freely given.

I wasn’t standing outside the feast.

I was standing at the table with wounded hands.

Learning, slowly, how to let them heal.

~Salieau~

05/29/2026

I woke up this morning expecting regret.

Instead — silence. And not the painful kind. The kind that feels like finally being able to breathe.

Yesterday at 3pm something in me snapped. I did the most cutthroat friends list cleanout of my life — family, a friend of 16 years, people I have loved and made space for and extended grace to over and over again.

And I want to be clear: this isn't the absence of love for these people. It's the acknowledgment of their absence from me. Not just now. As long as I have known them.

Some of them enabled my abuser. Some of them made me interact with my abuser before they even knew what he'd done — and when the truth came out, there were no apologies. Just silence. I heard through others about the quiet understandings between them. But no one ever tried to understand me.

I was labelled before my wounds were ever noticed. And even after those wounds were discovered — silence.

I even stepped back from a friend of 16 years. Because distance wasn't our problem. I watched her sit on her phone while we were together, light up to talk to someone else, leave me to eat alone on my birthday — and then turn around and show up for new people in ways she never once showed up for me.

Every relationship I had was rooted in transactional energy.

I could have safety and security — but not needs. Not a say in my own environment. Not the right to take up space. Safety was dangled like a carrot. And I was so starved for connection, so conditioned to believe that this was what family looked like, that I took the bait. Over and over.

That wasn't naivety on my part. That was manipulation on theirs.

You cannot heal in the same environment that broke you. I'm learning that the same is true about people.

So this Full Moon weekend — I give it back.

Silent during my struggles? Gone.
Made my emotional needs about money or leverage? Gone.
Watched me suffer and used my suffering to justify your distance? Gone.

This is not bitterness. This is boundaries. This is me finally deciding that my energy is sacred — and not everyone has earned access to it.

If any of this is resonating with you — if you are surrounded by people whose silence comes with a price tag — I see you. You are not too much. You were just in the wrong rooms.

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05/29/2026

Blue Moon Reflection · May 2026
The Blue Moon doesn't care about your feelings — and honestly, neither does growth

What surfaced this week, and what I'm choosing to do with it.

Blue Moons are not gentle. They are not the soft, candlelit kind of lunar energy that invites you to journal about your feelings and go to bed early. A Blue Moon is the universe turning the lights all the way up — and suddenly you can see everything that was hiding in the corners.

This week, I got the full tour.

I found myself doing something I've been circling for years: quietly stepping back from relationships that have been more performance than presence. Family members. A long-time friend. People I've loved, made space for, extended grace to — over and over — while getting silence in return.
"The hardest grief isn't losing someone. It's finally admitting they were never quite there in the way you needed them to be."

Here's what the Blue Moon illuminated for me: I had been doing a lot of work to maintain the idea of certain connections. Showing up. Keeping the door open. Performing warmth toward people who had chosen, repeatedly, not to show up when it actually counted. And somewhere underneath all of that — underneath the grace and the benefit of the doubt — was a kid who learned very early that other people's comfort came before her own truth.

That's not love. That's a pattern. And patterns, under a Blue Moon, tend to become very difficult to ignore.

So what do you do when the light comes up and you see clearly? You get to choose. Not in anger, not in performance — but in clarity. You get to decide what you're carrying into the next chapter and what you're leaving behind.
"Releasing a relationship isn't always about drama. Sometimes it's the quietest, most sovereign thing you can do."

This isn't about cutting people off and never looking back. This is about being honest — with yourself first — about what is actually nourishing you and what is simply familiar. Familiar and nourishing are not the same thing. We confuse them constantly.

If this Blue Moon has stirred something up for you too, I want to offer this: you don't have to resolve it right now. You don't have to make any big declarations. Just let yourself see it clearly. Sit with what the light is showing you. The grief is real. So is the relief underneath it.

Both can be true. That's usually how growth actually feels.

If you're navigating something heavy this lunar cycle and want support in unpacking what's surfacing — that's exactly what I'm here for. Sessions are open. You don't have to carry the clarity alone.

05/27/2026

One that I know from here on out will only bring me closer to what I truly want. Not the illusion of safety. Not the performance of okayness. Not connection that requires me to make myself smaller to survive it.
A life that is genuinely safe. Genuinely secure. Filled with a love so abundant, so rooted, so deliberately built — that none of this pain has the architecture to reach me anymore.
That's what I'm building. That's what all of this was for.
And for the first time, I believe it.

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05/25/2026

Today's energy is asking you to stay oriented. Venus is leading the charge right now — your desires, what brings you joy, what you're moving toward — that's your compass. Keep your eyes on it.
Saturn is creating friction. That's not a stop sign, that's the point of contention between where you are and where you're going. Feel it, work with it, don't let it become the whole story.
The Moon moving into Cancer is stirring things up emotionally. What's surfacing isn't here to derail you — it's clearing. Old material coming up to be released as part of this cycle. Let it move through.
This is about active navigation. Balance isn't stillness right now, it's keeping your focus on what matters while dealing with what arises as it arises. Don't bypass the hard stuff, don't get swallowed by it either.
Stay oriented. Trust the pull. Deal with the road as you go