10/07/2021
As I continue to push myself on my journey to running a 50 miles ultramarathon, one thing is for certain. I am running up against myself consistently!
And when I say running up against myself, I mean my brain. The same thing happened when I decided to quit drinking and get sober.
What I realize is that as much as the brain is a wonderful and mystical tool we all have, it makes for a horrible danger-identifying instrument.
This thing is consistently dishing out false negatives in terms of danger. “I can’t do this”, “This is too hard”, “I’m not good enough”, “I’m going to die”, “I don’t deserve this”, etc. It makes it really difficult to rely on my thoughts at times.
Man F$%K YOU BRAIN
Thankfully through my own experience through sobriety, I’ve learned that even though the brain has an opinion, it’s up to me if I want to believe it.
With this newfound skill, I’m now eyeing my first 31 miles ultramarathon in one month before I run my 50 miles marathon. And that’s amongst many other things i’ve created in my life in the last 4 years.
Now, you cant consistently push yourself without taking breaks y’all. You’ll burn out. Here are two ways I use to figure out if I need a break:
I listen to my body. As a runner, my body will tell me when I need a break, and I need to listen. Knees, feet, hips, lower back, etc…
I look at the results im creating. If my results become stagnant or diminished, its probably time for a break. Example, I pushed myself so hard, that in time I wasnt able to run as much as I could the week before, therefore my results were diminished. I took a break.
With all this being said, in the last 7 days, I’ve run 61.8 miles. The most i’ve ever run in one week. Im also going on a 4-5 day break as my body is screaming at me :)
Remember to take time to heal yourselves in whatever you choose to do.