09/04/2026
Today I turn 48 💛
When I look back at this past year, I honestly don't know how I made it through some of it.
It has been one of the most financially, emotionally, professionally, and physically challenging years of my life.
I experienced deep betrayal from people I trusted. I was publicly humiliated. I endured a smear campaign that affected the business I had spent years building. I lost nearly 50% of my income, closed my office, moved my business, and essentially had to start over.
And somewhere in the middle of all of it, I realized that when so much had been stripped away, there were only a few places left for me to go:
Back to myself.
Back to God.
And back to the small things that still brought me joy.
And that's when Return to Joy became more than the title of my first book. It became my life.
Despite everything, I kept going.
I rebuilt my business. I continued caring for and financially supporting my children. I continued working on my health. I continued learning, writing, creating, and showing up for the people who trusted me to help them.
And I published my first book💛
But maybe my greatest accomplishment isn't something anyone can see.
I didn't allow what happened to me to make me bitter.
I didn't allow betrayal to take away my ability to love. I didn't allow humiliation to determine my worth. And I didn't allow losing so much to convince me that my life had become less.
Instead, I found joy again—in my children, my work, music, traveling, beautiful places, sunshine, growing things, good food, laughter, quiet mornings, and helping others.
At 48, I don't need my life to look perfect. I want it to feel meaningful.
I want to use what I've learned and the gifts I've been given to serve others and remind people that difficult seasons do not have to define the rest of their story.
This year taught me that joy isn't something we earn when everything finally goes right.
Sometimes joy is what we choose while everything is going wrong.
Here's to 48. To rebuilding. To trusting. To loving. To becoming.
And most of all, to joy💛
Return to Joy