10/19/2026
I didn’t feel like the mother I wanted to be…
There was a time when just walking my kids ¾ of a mile to school felt impossible.
And at night… I couldn’t even walk up the stairs to kiss them goodnight.
I was exhausted… in pain… and pushing myself just to get through the day.
And the hardest part wasn’t even the physical symptoms—
it was the guilt.
Feeling like I wasn’t showing up the way my family needed me to.
And what made it even more confusing…
was that I was a medical doctor being told nothing was wrong.
But something was wrong.
It turned out to be mold illness… Lyme… and Bartonella.
And over time, I had to learn how to heal my body—step by step.
Today, I’m walking and training for 130 miles.
And if you’re in that place right now—
feeling like you’re not the parent, partner, or person you want to be…
I want you to know—
you are not failing.
You are dealing with something real.
And there is a path forward.
Follow along—I’m sharing this journey because I know how many people are still in that place.