09/02/2026
I believe the hardest part of awakening is taking control of your mind and thoughts. We grew up in a world where we were told what was right, wrong, acceptable, normal... We were told when and how to think. We were given stories, tel-a-vision, books and told this was reality. We have been poisoned. Given toxins in our clothes, food, water, personal hygiene products, cleaning products and in the air we breath. This all weakened our bodies and minds making us easier to control.
To awaken you need to take back control of your health, your body, your thoughts and your mind. Controlling your thoughts is difficult and takes a lot of practice. but truthfully most people give up on the health part. It takes dedication and time. Everyone seems to be in a hurry because they are either stuck in the past, dreaming about the future or both. Most people do not know how to just be in the moment. When you can learn to do that, time fades away.
People will spend their whole life getting sick but think 10 years is forever to heal.
I knew at a young age I had a specific purpose to help people, animals and the earth heal. To be able to do this I needed to experience a wide range of things. I have worked a wide range of jobs, I have experienced a wide range of hardships and abuse. I have had multiple injuries (4 car accidents), several illnesses (cancer (x 2), chronic Lyme, fibromyalgia, anxiety, vaccine injury, hormone imbalance, sciatica to point of being in a wheelchair, migraines allergic reactions and heart related issues).
People who were aware of a greater purpose at a young age have all went through similar life challenges. Not because we are cursed but because we needed to learn. Think about it....how much stuff do you look into or learn until there becomes a need for it? You don't usually learn to change a tire on a car until there is a flat. You learn to sew when something needs patching, you learn to cook because you are hungry. So, the more experiences, good or bad, that you have the more you learn. You become a problem solver, you learn to think and reason outside of just what you were told growing up.
Being awakened is not a curse, it is not bad, it is amazing!!! Take a moment to just sit. Where does your mind go? Is it on something that happened, something that needs to be done? Pay attention and figure out why your mind goes to where it does, then decide if it really matters in this particular moment. People waste a lot of time thinking about things that really don't matter. Practice thinking about things that matter like healing.