04/28/2026
It’s been a long time since I’ve been on here. I stepped away when my body was doing better, and for a while I really thought I had turned a corner. But since then, life has changed. I’ve been diagnosed with lupus, and now I understand all those strange flares I get, the burning, the nerve pain, the inflammation that moves from place to place. Oh and the Nausea ugh 😑 24/7.
My spine has gotten worse too. From T11 all the way down to my sacrum, there’s bone spurs, narrowing, and stenosis that makes every step feel like a battle. Some mornings it takes everything in me just to stand up. Walking hurts. Moving hurts. Even resting hurts.
But even in all of this, I remember who goes before me. The Lord Jesus is right in front of me, my Savior, my strength, my steady hand. He’s the reason I get up. He’s the reason I keep putting one foot in front of the other, even on the days when it feels like I can’t.
I press on because He is faithful. I endure because He holds me. And I trust that every step, every tear, every flare, every hard morning is seen by the One who promised to carry me. So I remember scripture.
Psalm 73:26 My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Isaiah 46:4 I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.
2 Corinthians 4:16 Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.
May your day be uplifting today