08/19/2024
DEAR LORD,
IF YOUR HEARING ME UP THERE, I NEED YOU TO KNOW I NEED YOU NOW MORE THEN I HAVE EVER NEEDED YOU IN MY EXISTENCE. IM SLOWLY LOSING MY WAY AGAIN AND FINDING MYSELF WANTING TO NOT EXIST ANYMORE. IM TIRED AND SEEING OTHERS THAT ARE DEAR TO ME STRUGGLE MAKES EXISTING NOT WORTH EVERY BREATH I TAKE TO HAVE LIFE IN ME. IM TIRED LORD, I AM. YOUR PLAN FOR ME IS FAR FROM WHAT LIFE I THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE EVER HAD IN THIS EXISTENCE. LIFE MANY OBSTACLES SEEM TO JUST KEEP GETTING MORE DIFFICULT THEN THE LAST. ITS AN NEVER ENDING FAIRYTALE NIGHTMARE. I JUST WISH YOU GIVE ME MY FREEDOM FROM THE PLACE TO FIND SOME SENSE OF EXISTING IN PEACE...
SINCERELY,
YOUR SON AND CREATION.