01/31/2024
Today was a new beginning. I want to encourage each one of you in this post and every picture in this post is symbolic.
I met this amazing woman not by chance. She said the Lord told her to move here eight years ago to Mission Valley. She brought her whole family here just trusting God. 8 means new beginnings.
Her son was my business partners best friend. He left his watch at our old house in Lakeside this summer . When we moved to the new house in Mission Valley of all places, his watch was in storage. I went to go get the watch out of storage 4 months later , and God told me that it was hidden in a drawer. It was literally behind the dresser behind all the drawers. This is also symbolic. God is saying now is the time you have to be hungry and know to look for the gold in the lost places.
So here’s the crazy part I Just met this woman two months ago because the son wanted to come pick up the watch finally . Now I have it ar our house, which is only a mile away from her house and because we moved she came with him bc it is so close . My husband kept telling her you have to meet my wife, my wife, my wife. Which really tugged on my heart to be a better wife and to always say encouraging things about him even when he’s not around. this is what led me to call her and we started meeting two months ago. 
If my husband would’ve never been in business partners with, Johnnie I would’ve never met her!! If we would’ve still had that house further out I would have the watch at that house, and I would not have met her. It would’ve been too far for her to drive !! God‘s timing isn’t always ours. The watch is symbolic because it says God‘s timing is right on time. Also, now is the time God had to allow some things to happen to get me ready that’s for sure. 
The neon sign in the picture was from my business I had to shut down 2 years ago . Your body is your temple was my slogan. When the business had to close I really felt like a failure but today, , my dining room at my new place is the new place where we are shooting videos to send out to the places that God is calling us to. God is restoring what was lost. If I was still in my old house which I thought I lost I don’t believe that this would’ve ever happened ! This even looks way better than it would’ve at the old house. Wow !! another cleanup. God is doing !I was super sad about losing our house but I didn’t lose it. I gained something way better for a new direction.  Two days ago I was driving with my godmother, the one that survived cancer, and an eagle literally almost hit our car ! She painted the lion painting in the photo . 7 years ago she was diagnosed with stage four cancer she told them only God gets to decide when I go, and she is still here today which is also in our filming scene. Isaiah 40 verse 31 is literally the verse I stand on through all the atrocities that have happened through out my
Life ! God is my strength that He will carry us on His wings and today proved it.
As Angela was sitting there today, she said all she keeps seeing is a number 54 and has for over a year ! I was introducing myself in our video I said, and now at 54. I’m finally ready. You talk about Holy Spirit chill bumps!! . We are preparing a video to go back to Memphis, which is where I was raised. I feel the fire of God to go there and restore what was lost . It is America’s most violent city. It’s going to be the most violent city for the love of God. Don’t forget and don’t despise the days of small beginnings. God is giving us beauty for ashes. What seems like a delay sometimes is a answer to prayer.
Sometimes God has to take us low to take us high,❤️ The symbolism and all the different signs are confirmations that God is telling you that you’re on your right path just look for them.
