08/21/2026
Five years ago i stopped taking care of myself.
It happened little by little - until I saw a photo of myself, got on the scale, or caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and thought, “holy crap, that’s me?”
Becoming unrecognizable to yourself is easy when it’s one tiny moment at a time, and never a conscious decision.
I was going through massive amounts of change & my brain couldn’t handle watching my food as closely anymore.
I felt my body change, my clothes getting tighter, until i began to avoid most of my closet altogether.
I stopped wearing makeup.
I stopped caring about getting dressed (going out felt like an “event”) and lived in athleisure.
I worked a lot from my bed and spent a lot of time inside.
I stopped doing all cardio.
I feel my best when i wash my hair once a day, and I started washing it every 2-3 days and wearing headbands - if you were here, you remember lol.
When you’re 5’3”, 15 pounds can feel like 30-50.
In 2023, i began to make positive changes while everything i knew began to crumble - i vowed to do change differently.
I began tracking my food accurately, becoming more disciplined with my workouts, started cardio again, & got strict with how i spoke to myself & the actions i needed to do to feel like myself again.
It required more effort.
With every day, I felt life force & vibrancy return.
I started to care about makeup, my clothes, I dyed my gray hair for the first time in 5 years, I walked differently: with my head held high and a confidence i’d built brick by brick.
Now, I LOVE getting dressed and living in my body 27 days out of the month. 😆
& it was all a side effect of taking actions to lose weight & feel better physically in my body. For some of us, it’s not effective to just “love yourself as you are” and accept it. You don’t have to if it feels like crap.
It’s okay if you want to lose weight, if it would make you feel better in your body, mind, & life.
It gives many of us our life back.
If you’re ready to lose weight the right way and feel like yourself