06/18/2026
How's the experiment going?
A few days ago, I shared that I was experimenting with using my breathing practice to meet my six-year-old's energy a little more often.
So far, the results have been surprisingly good.
A couple of mornings this week, I've used some of my breathing practices to intentionally build a little more energy into my body before starting the day.
What surprised me most wasn't what happened with him. It was what happened with me.
I realized how much of my life I've spent associating calm with lower energy. š¤Æ
As I've explored this experiment, I've started noticing something different.
When I intentionally bring a little more energy into my system, I don't feel dysregulated.
I actually feel alive, like the breath is gently stoking an ember back to life. š„
That spark of glowing aliveness has shown up in unexpected places.
I've packed up my work and joined Caleb at the pool and the park instead of trying to fit him into my plans. Zoom meeting with my amazing healer friend at the pool? ā
It's shown up in my work, too.
This morning, I re-recorded a video because I realized I wanted to bring more confidence, ownership, and belief into what I was saying.
It has even shown up in the kitchen, where I've noticed more curiosity and creativity around food instead of the frustration that sometimes creeps in.
It's only been a few days, but this breathing experiment has me wondering how often I've confused calm with low energy.
Maybe there is a version of calm and connected that includes aliveness.š«š„°