06/10/2026
🌹 The Shadow of Leadership 🌹
Lately, I’ve been in deep communion with my inner landscape.
I can feel that life is asking more of me.
More devotion.
More responsibility.
More trust.
And with every expansion comes the same question:
Where is the shadow still hiding?
In love?
In the need for acceptance?
In the desire to be seen?
The version of me that still seeks safety there cannot come with me.
The part that plays small.
The part that doubts the heart when grief arrives.
The part that questions its path when life becomes uncomfortable.
Can I still serve Life when Life gets hard?
The answer came as a primal scream of YES during breathwork.
I released.
I surrendered.
I let grief break me open to more love, not less.
And in that surrender, I remembered something:
As long as my devotion remains with Life, with Love, with Source, I cannot truly be lost.
The deepest transmissions never arrive when I am chasing them.
They come in stillness.
In presence.
In sound.
In surrender.
They arrive when I seek nothing because I already feel full.
And maybe that’s the great paradox:
Everything we are searching for has a feeling attached to it.
Peace.
Love.
Freedom.
Belonging.
And those feelings are available now.
The more tightly we grasp, the more they slip through our fingers.
2 spots remain for Rose Portal this Sunday at The Serpent & The Dove Hearth Temple Home. Link in bio.
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