03/21/2026
Thoughts from rhe mat.
Healing includes forgiving yourself over and over again.
It is holding yourself with tenderness while you revisit the experiences you had when you were
Surviving
Reeling
Traumatized
Lost
Hurt
Angry
Lonely
Unaware
It’s a series of recollections and humility. Memories resurface for you to witness—sometimes for the first time—the repercussions and pain you and those you love went through. It’s experiencing shame, guilt, sorrow, or pain- the horsemen of regret- for actions that carried you farther from yourself or made you small.
It’s an opportunity to love the version of you that didn’t know. The you that didn’t have the skills or perspective to process or manage what was happening.
It’s an opportunity to kneel besides yourself and hold her gently. It’s in that space that you try to forgive. Again and again. Do it as many times as it takes, because only you can bring salve to these private wounds. You deserve it. Forgive gently and abundantly. Love unconditionally.
It’s guaranteed that you’ll revisit this altar, as uncomfortable as it is, to quietly close the book on a time when you could’ve done things differently.
To heal is a gift given over and over so that you might lay your past to rest in the hopes that someday, where there was remorse, there is peace, because there are no do-overs.