Manifesting Motherhood

08/16/2026

I couldn't get medical clearance to go away to camp this year. I had an amazing week overall ending it at camp with the whole troop. Getting to spend at least one full day was awesome. The personalities of these young men, seeing them grow, and feeling their camaraderie is just impressive. I'm forever grateful that I get to be a part of Julian's growth, fun and his overall excitement of me being there. I wouldn't trade it for the world. Even with alll that I go through, it's because of him I'm forever convinced that I have the best life. #

08/03/2026

Live music at the beach with a bestie. Sometimes I forget how much I actually enjoy being out of the house. I am a definite introvert that has a burst of extrovertness here and there. Growing up being an introvert was not acceptable and you needed to speak and all that crap. Now as a grown woman I don't have to unless I choose to #

07/26/2026

07/26/2026

Healing in your own silence is hard. Silence to the world is okay, healing with shame and regret isn't. Forgiveness starts with self. You're doing an amazing job. In the hardest moments remind yourself that you've gotten this far, even if it's just day one.

07/07/2026

Seeing part of America by train has been beautiful and amazing.

06/25/2026

the only thing harder than being a single mom is being a married single mom. when I used to use that hashtag his father would get so mad but he couldn't deny it. all our pictures were selfies of the two of us I have probably over 6,000. all of our adventures and there are many are taken in selfies because it was just the two of us there was no third person to take a picture. I am forever grateful for every moment, laugh, cry, adventure and cuddle.

06/05/2026

Gratitude and disipirited can be meshed together. I hate needing these things but I'm grateful to be privileged enough to have it.

05/12/2026

in life I have my ups and downs, as we all do. the people I choose to have in my life have also chosen me to be in theirs. laughter, sadness, anger, fear, anxiety,.. may not all be a choice, but how we show up for ourselves and others with all these emotions is what counts. cutting through, analyzing, and living. there's so much that can make us sad and bring us down but there's so much more to be grateful for and just be happy. sometimes it's harder then others, but it's always possible, and it's always my choice.

05/10/2026

Happy Mother's Day 🌸💜🌸

05/06/2026

Adventures with the scouts, as they hiked, we played. I usually do these camping trips alone, drop off the kids, go to my hotel to eat my pb&j and chill...alone. THIS WAS SO MUCH BETTER!!!! Giggling from the belly, eating great food, playing backgammon and so much more. It was really awesome! Plussss the troop saw a teenage black bear and a magnificent sunset. Seeing Julian's growth, that is visible to so many, was truly the best part of it all.