10/15/2026
βIt started with stomach pain and vomiting. I thought maybe it was something I ate. But then I got so tiredβlike canβt-get-out-of-bed tired.
One day I just couldnβt go to school. The next thing I knew, I was being rushed to the emergency room. The doctors didnβt know what was wrong. They ran scans, bloodwork, MRIsβbut nothing made sense.
Eventually, they told my parents: βYou need to take her downtown to Lurie Childrenβs Hospital.β Thatβs when things got really scary. My organs were starting to shut down. I was holding onto so much fluid my stomach looked nine months pregnant. I had tubes coming out of my chest to drain my lungs.
I was barely recognizableβmy arms so thin my bracelets slid right up past my elbows. It took two months to finally get a diagnosis: idiopathic multicentric Castleman disease. Itβs this rare disorder where your immune system goes haywire and starts attacking your body.
Thereβs one FDA-approved drug for it, but it didnβt work on me. Neither did the next one. Or the one after that. At some point, chemo became the only option. I lost my hair. I lost my energy. I lost track of how many nights I spent in the ICU. And stillβnothing was working.
My doctors started to run out of options. Thatβs when they reached out to Dr. Fajgenbaum, who studies Castleman. He told them about a brand-new lab findingβjust weeks old. A cancer drug called Ruxolitinib might help. It had never been tried for my condition before.
But they gave it to me. I remember the date: July 30, 2020. 5 years to the date. That was the day everything changed. For the first time, I got better. And I stayed better. Iβve been in remission ever since.
Now Iβm a college freshman, studying to become a nurseβso I can help other kids the way my nurses helped me. I know what itβs like to be the one in the hospital bed.
I want to be the one standing next to it, saying: βYouβre going to get through this. I did.ββ - Kaila Mabus