05/14/2026
I want to share a piece of my story with you.
When I was just 13 or 14 years old, I was diagnosed with ovarian cysts. That day my doctor told me that if I wanted kids I would have to have them as soon as possible, because these types of cysts leave scar tissue that would make it extremely hard for me to conceive as I get older.
That weight was so heavy, especially being so young. The pressure was immediate. It wasn't an issue of infertility, it was a matter of time sensitivity. An invisible clock I had no idea the timing of. And I got them like clockwork, every 3 months on the dot. They hurt, like excruciatingly. They caused excess bleeding. Sometimes the pain was so intense it made me sick.
Every time I felt one rupture I felt my chances getting slimmer. My hope getting smaller. I actually have no idea how many times I have conceived and scar tissue has prevented a stick. There were a handful of times my period was late, just for it to show up right before I take the test. By the time I was 23? I had given up all together.
But the healing DOES add up. And miracles happen every single day. I started focusing on a healthier body and vessel. I started focusing on balancing my energy. I decided if it was going to happen, it would be through divine alignment, and I was going to focus on living until then. I couldn't keep watching this imaginary timer with an uncertain deadline while my life ticked by. By 25/26 I was starting to live my purpose. And now at 28? Baby finally found a safe place to stick.
Focus on you. Focus on making your mind a comfortable place to be. Settle into your body and your own personal experience. Because the healing adds up. And one day, you will be living a completely different story.
